Escape A Barson story

Chapter 21

This Chapter is Rated M.

Olivia opened her eyes the next morning, and smiled, remembering she was in Rafael Barba's bed, Last night, after their talk, Olivia and Rafael ate bowls of soup together. After that Rafael took her temperature, tucked her into his bed, and slipped under the covers beside her. He asked if he could hold her, and after he swore he had gotten his flu shot, she allowed him to. Minutes later, she found her head on his chest. Just before she fell asleep, she felt his lips on her forehead.Now, she noticed her body was cool, her nose wasn't stuffed, her throat felt normal. "Liv?" Rafael suddenly whispered, reverently.
Olivia turned on her side, faced him, and smiled. "Rafa, good morning." Rafael smiled back at her, she was glad she was laying down because his smile could make anyone go weak in the knees."How do you feel?" Rafael asked, studying her, trying to memorize her face in this moment.
"I feel better, no more fever, and chills, no more stuffy nose, no more sore throat. I just had the best night's sleep of my life, you cured me, Rafael Barba."
"I'm still taking your temperature.""OK", Olivia agreed. "I really, really need a shower. My fever broke, and I have a layer of sweat on me. Can you help me to the bathroom?"'Rafael rose from the bed, and rushed over to her. Absolutely", he answered, helping her to her feet, and guiding her into the shower, when she was safely inside, he left the Master bathroom. He then gathered clothing for himself, and exited the Master bedroom. Quickly, he entered another bathroom to take his own shower. When he was done showering, he quickly dressed, and gathered clean clothing for Olivia. He returned to the bathroom, without looking at her, and laid the clothing out. He then waited in the bedroom until she called him to help her out of the shower. Soon, Rafael led a clothed Olivia to his bed. He took her temperature. It was normal, he breathed a sigh of relief, and sat on the bed beside her. "How do you feel now?""Happy to be clean." Olivia paused, and Rafael found himself worrying. "Rafa", she said in a small voice."Yes, what is it, Liv?" He questioned, starting to panic."Do you... Do you... Do you... find me attractive?" Rafael couldn't believe his ears."After the kiss we shared, you have to ask?""I'm serious, I know you love me—""Liv, I'm serious, please look at me." Olivia's dark brown eyes focused on his smoldering green ones, and then he spoke. "You are a goddess", he said, his voice dipping down, and giving her goosebumps."Oh. How long have you felt that way?" Her next words came out quickly. "Because, you said you loved me from the moment I walked into your office, but I met you in a courtroom. What,,, what were your... thoughts?"
"My thoughts in the courtroom? You were and you will always be the most gorgeous being I have ever seen... that you were the kind of gorgeous that men started wars over, that you were the kind of gorgeous that was mystical.... and that if we weren't in a courtroom I'd like to take you back to my apartment, and turn on my charm", Rafael said. He was surprised to see a blush appear on her cheeks, and forehead. "Wait here, I'll be right back." He whispered.
"OK", she whispered back. She watched as he left the Master bedroom, wondering how long he would be gone and where he was going.
He returned to her moments later, carrying the elevation pillow. He walked over to the bed, sat down, and gently placed her legs on the pillow. He locked his eyes on hers, and spoke. "When I met you in the courtroom, I knew I was in trouble. The first time you opened your mouth to talk to me about a case. I was in love. What were your thoughts about me?""The first time I saw you, I thought you were striking, the definition of confidence. I was already impressed by your reputation. When you walked out of the courthouse after winning your first case in Manhattan. I wanted to follow you, I wanted to kiss you", Olivia answered. Rafael smirked, and Olivia spoke quickly. "I feel better. I think we should pick up Noah. ""I think you should finish your antibiotics first.""You're right. You had your flu shot.""I did. Do you want to kiss me now? Do you want me to kiss you?""Yes, to both questions. Do you want to kiss me, do you want me to kiss you?""Absolutely." He said, his voice, dipping down."Can you move this pillow out of the way for a little while, and come closer to me?" She asked, softly. Rafael lifted the pillow away from Olivia's legs, he stood, and placed it on the recliner near the bed. Slowly, he strode over to his side of the bed, enjoying the fact that Olivia's eyes were glued to him. He laid on the bed beside her, staring into her mesmerizing eyes. "Rafa, I need you to know that I am all in." I'm scared, because I've never been good at relationships, but I love you so much!"
"You are it for me, Liv. We'll figure everything out together, I am not going anywhere."
"Good, because I'm staying with you."Olivia shifted her body, leaned in, and slowly touched his lips to hers. She felt warm just talking to him. Now, she was on fire, the feeling only intensified when he deepened the kiss, and moaned, almost, singing into her mouth. Her hands wandered to his shirt, and enjoyed its softness. At that moment his lips left hers, and she almost cried at the loss. Suddenly, Olivia felt them softly kissing her neck. Her breath hitched, and she leaned her head back to give him better access.
"Liv." He said, meeting her eyes again. "This goes as far as you want it to. I need to know what you want?""I want to continue. Do you? I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do.""I absolutely want to continue, the second you feel uncomfortable or want to stop entirely you need to let me know. I'm clean.""I'm clean, I can't get pregnant, and I won't want you to stop entirely. If I start to feel uncomfortable about something, I'll tell you to stop. Do the same if anything I do makes you uncomfortable.""OK", Rafael agreed."If anything makes either of us uncomfortable I... I want us to discuss it."
"Agreed", Rafael said, his tone serious. "What do you want to do right now?""I wanna kiss you again", she replied. He smiled, She leaned forward, paused, and sighed, softly, before brushing her lips to his, wanting to prolong the moment. Soon, the former ADA and the SVU Captain's lips found a slow, yet passionate rhythm together. Rafael was holding back, he allowed her to set the pace, she kissed him softly, so he kissed back softly. When air was required their lips disconnected, and they just gazed at each other. "Are you OK?" She asked, breaking the silence.
"More than OK. Do you want to kiss me again?" He asked, seductively."Yes." She whispered.
He leaned close to her, and spoke "Good, I want you to", he answered, his voice dripping with desire that surprised, and trilled her. She captured his lips with hers. She brought a hand up to the nape of his neck, and rubbed lightly, he moaned in pleasure She groaned when he broke off the kiss. "You're a goddess", he said, his voice raw with emotion. He cupped both sides of her face with warm hands, and kissed her again, this kiss was hungrier, he dreamed of this, but the reality of it was far better than any dream. He could taste her mint toothpaste, and he moved closer to her. His hands moved from her face, and traveled to her back. The material of her blue sweatshirt felt exquisite under his fingertips, and he craved more contact.
Her lips suddenly left his. "Rafa?" She asked.
"What is it? Are you alright?" He asked, missing her lips.
"Yes", she answered. "Rafa, may I take off your shirt."Yes, I would love that. You know I have never let anyone undress me." shock filled Olivia, and she felt an overwhelming sense of honor. Her hand reached the bottom button first, slowly she undid it, by the time she got to the top button, the speed of her fingers increased. She undid his top button, quickly pecked his lips, and freed him of his shirt. "Thank-you", he whispered. Silently, she apprised his chest, impressed by his muscles. Rafael loved watching her watch him, her pupils were wide with desire, and he shivered when he felt her soft hands roaming his chest, and playing with its dark hairs.
"Thank-you for taking care of me, Rafa", she whispered."You never have to thank me for that, Livia . We take care of each other. '
Olivia blushed. "Livia, I like that, I love the way you say that. I love the sound of your voice, when we're talking together, when you're in the courtroom, when you're making smart-ass remarks, when I comfort you, when you comfort me, even when you're angry."
Rafael smirked. "I'll never stop talking to you" Te amo, mi amor. May I undress you?""Ye... yes, " she said, her voice quiet, and shaky."There is no rush,cariño. I want to try something that I think will relax you.""OK." She answered. His green eyes left hers, she fought the urge to beg him to look at her. He laid without moving in silence for a long moment , and suddenly he was spooning her, and breathing in the delightful scent of her vanilla shampoo. "How do you feel now?" He whispered softly.
"Mmm", she sighed. He felt her body relax. He lightly kissed her shoulder."How do you feel now?" He repeated.
Olivia focused on his strong arms wrapped around her waist. "I... I feel... so comfortable, so safe, and—"
"And what Livia?":"Turned on", she almost whispered. "I have never felt comfortable, safe, and turned on all at once.""That's how I always want you to feel when you're with me", he replied, huskily.
Olivia turned her head slightly to see into his eyes. What she saw was love, and hunger. A part of her couldn't believe those emotions were for her. "Rafa", she nearly sang . "I can't be turned on all of the time, I can't be comfortable all the time.""Is that a challenge?" He asked, his voice was the best, most beautiful, most comforting sound her ears had ever heard. She laughed out loud which was music to his ears. "I'm serious. Challenge accepted, forever." He heard Olivia breath hitch. She then made a soft sound between a sigh and a moan. He didn't think it was humanly possible for him to be more aroused than he already was. He was wrong. The sound of her, and knowing that he was responsible for it sent his body into overdrive. He wouldn't rush this, no matter what his body wanted. The love of his life, his best friend, was in his bed. His lips found, and lingered on the top of her shoulder."Rafa", she whispered. "I don't want to scare you. I don't want to scare you away.""That can't happen, Livia", he said, gently squeezing her waist, comforting her."I have scars.""I know about them, they can't scare me, and they are not scars, They are evidence of survival ""She hummed, and said "I love the way you see things, Rafael Barba." She whispered her next words. "You know after what happened to me, I had a rape kit done, after that I never allowed anyone to see my... my evidence of survival." Rafael was honored, and shocked. They laid in bed in complete silence for several moments. The feel of Rafa's arms around her grounded Olivia. She was his Liv, his Livia, and she spent too much time already running from that. "Rafa, I want you to undress me, I want you to take off my shirt."
"How do you want to do this?" He asked. "Should I get on top of you?""Yes", she answered without any doubts. He did as she instructed, hovering over her for several moments, speechless, awe-struck by her. She sat up slightly. Slowly, and carefully he lifted her sweatshirt from her body, savoring the moment, committing it to his memory. His hands unclasped her black bra, he heard the sound between a sigh and a moan again. He would never get tired of that incredible sound. Once her bra was removed, it hit the floor, joining his shirt. He laid on top of her, reminding himself that this was real.
"Remember to tell me if I start to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable, and I'll stop", Rafael reminded her."I will", she reassured him. He pressed his lips to her, and the kiss quickly became heated. "Rafa", she whispered as soon as they came up for much needed air. "Rafa, I need you now!""All in good time, cariño." He answered hoarsely. There's no rush", he reminded her, before giving her a hunger-filled kiss. Olivia had never felt such passion as she did with Rafael. It was overwhelming, and thrilling. without breaking the kiss, Rafael found her breast, and gently massaged A warm, fresh wave of arousal short through her"Rafa", she moaned "Rafa:, she repeated, her voice filled with need." Mmhm ", he said, seductively.His mouth descended on her nipple, and he gently sucked, giving the same attention to her other nipple, he did this until she called to him once again. He looked up at her. "You're so gorgeous", he said, as though he was in deep prayer."Kiss me, please, I need you close to me." He moved up, seeking her lips, and kissing. She broke the kiss, and wrapped her arms around his neck."Te amo, Rafa, te amo.""Te amo, siempre ,Livia", he answered. They stayed there without moving for several minutes, just feeling the presence of each other's bodies, and gazing into each other's eyes. Rafael broke the silence. "May I continue undressing you?""Yes, please", she answered. He pecked her lips, and got to work, finding the top of her pants, and carefully moving them down her long legs, until they were off. He looked up at her, and she saw fiery passion reflected in his green eyes. He shifted his weight. and reveled in the smoothness of her legs. He was careful of her still healing ankle. His groan of pleasure was music to her ears."May I continue?" He asked, hoping the last thing she wanted him to do was stop."Yes, please. Please, continue" she said, her voice raw with desire. He slipped a hand under the waistband of her underwear. He heard her breath catch."Livia", he called. "May I continue?"
"Please, please, don't stop, Rafa." Rafael smirked, changing his plan. He removed his hand from her waistband. He moved his body, and found her lips, giving her a passionate kiss, which she deepened. She could smell his expensive cologne, mixed with a scent that was just Barba. The scent of just Barba always made Olivia wonder why he bothered buying cologne. He didn't need it. Did he know that? "You smell so good." She said, against his lips. She smelled cinnamon on his breath from his toothpaste. He broke the kiss to catch his breath. He just stared at her for several seconds, before he smirked. Suddenly, he moved, kissing his way down her body, His lips lingered on her belly, before moving back to the waistband of her underwear. She was wiggling in pleasure His hand made it back to her waistband Slowly, he slipped his hand inside her underwear, and slowly his fingers curved up, and massaged her clit, she moaned as her brain short circuited Slowly, he removed her underwear, and continued messaging. He felt her walls clinching, and pulling his fingers in.
"That was so beautiful, you're so gorgeous." He said, traveling up her body, and capturing her lips. He felt her hand suddenly roaming his body. It was the best feeling he ever had in his life, it was impossible for him to put the feeling into words.
She inched closer to him. Without breaking the kiss, he placed one hand on her hip, squeezing it gently, trying to reassure her that he was here, present in the moment with her. He kissed her until he felt a tear. He looked at her to see tears in her eyes, and sliding down her face. "I need you to understand how much I adore you, how much I love you, Rafael Barba. I need you to understand how sorry I am for all the wasted time." Olivia said."Shh", he replied, wiping her tears away with his thumb. "Shh, no more apologies. I understand, I need you to understand how much I love you, you are everything, everything good." He choked out, tears now in his eyes. She kissed his tears away. "I want all of you, Livia, I want to make love to you." When the couple's tears were dry, Rafael allowed Olivia to remove his pants, he groaned in pleasure as he entered her body. Soon after, he moved, quickly finding a pace perfect for the both of them.He released inside of her, and reached between their bodies, and brought her to her second orgasm of the day."That was amazing", she said, snuggling into his chest."More than amazing, Livia." He answered, kissing her forehead. "It was our first time together, I held back." Olivia laughed out loud.
"What's so funny, captain?" I held back, I didn't want to overwhelm you.""Oh I was overwhelmed in the best way possible, there was nothing funny about what just happened. I was just surprised that, that was you holding back,""Well like I said it was our first time together, and you have a badly s[rained ankle."'It's healing."Good. In time you'll see how much I was holding back." Now, I'm going to make you breakfast.""Do you have to?" Olivia questioned, placing a kiss on his chest"I'm not going anywhere without you. You're coming with me.""In that case, I'm starving, she answered."I do have a question for you. I know you're a strong woman, you're capable of achieving anything you set your mind to, but... May I break up with Steven for you, please?"Olivia giggled. "I love you.""I love you too, cariño. Please, can I?"