The Trilogy: Smuts & One-Shots

We Give Each Other Light*: Joel Miller

Pairing: Joel Miller x Y/n 

Summary: Smut 18+..

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My coat hung on the couch. The TV was off. Not for any particular reason, I just didn't want the sound. The dogs lay on their beds by the window. The rain poured down outside. Hitting the roof of the house. I loved storms. I loved how they felt. It was dark, and windy. It was peaceful. I let my hair fall down my back. My curls tickle the bare skin. Joel was seated next to me. He looks over at me. His brown eyes held a forest of wonder that I could get lost in. His scruff places perfectly on his face. The lights were dim. Lightning lit up more of the house than the lamp that was on.

The rain gets stronger. Thunder shakes the house as it claps, but me and Joel are lost in each other. His eyes stay on me. My eyes glued to his. We don't talk. We don't have to. We love the company of each other. We can talk without having to speak. We can just be.

A crack of thunder, and lightning strikes. Our lights blink and then dark. We don't care. We don't want to fix it. We want the lights out for as long as possible. Allow our souls to tie together as the rain gives them music to dance around the room.

Joel extends his hand and places it on my thigh. He gives it a tight squeeze before moving up until he reaches my hip. He pulls me down. I lay there. No words need to be spoken. I know what he wants. What he needs. I know it all.

Joel positions himself on top of me. His hips pressing against mine. His lips touch my neck, but he doesn't kiss me. They move to my jaw, but he doesn't kiss me. To my ear. No kisses. They hover over my mouth. Our breath mixes together. His eyes stare into mine. Lightning strikes again, giving me light to see the smile he wears, and then back to dark. I can feel his eyes on me though, I don't need to see to know that he's only looking at me. I can feel the smile he has plastered.

Our hearts beat together. Joel grabs my wrist and pulls it up. He intertwined his fingers with mine once my hand was above my head. He presses his lips against mine. His mouth is soft as he kisses me gently. He doesn't slip his tongue in though. This isn't about sex. This is love. Our love. He squeezes my hand. His lips move slowly as we taste each other. Our souls finally connect. A piece of each other comes back to our bodies.

Joel's other hand holds my hip. He lightly grinds against me. My breathing becomes shallow. The rain hits the window. Thunder becomes more frequent, but all that matters is us. Lightning flashes again. We stop and look at each other. Taking in the seconds of light we have to take each other in, before our lips crash together. Joel's cock grows in his jeans. His dick pressing hard against me as he grinds. Joel releases my hand and my hip. He sits up. His knees digging into the couch between my legs. I listen as he unbuckles his belt and throws it across the room. The metal buckle hitting the wood floors. I hear his zipper as he pulls it down, and his pants come down. He grabs my shorts and slides them down my legs. The cool air hits my cunt. Like his belt, Joel throws my shorts across the room. He places himself back on top of me.

I place both of my hands above my head. That's where Joel likes them. He likes to hold them. He wants to be connected more ways than one when he's fucking me. Joel pushes his tip into my entrance. I suck in a breath. His breath becomes shaky. Joel moves his head to the crook of my neck as his hands move up my body. His touch is so gentle. His hands find mine and grip them. Our fingers interlock once again.

Joel pushes himself deeper into me. Both of us stay quiet. This isn't about pleasure. This is about love. We're loving each other. Our bodies move together. His dick moving in and out of me. Emotions overflow our body and spill out of us. The two of us take our feelings and pushed them with our hips. Joel kisses my neck softly. His lips barely touch me as he pushes himself deeper inside. His tempo is slow, but his thrust is deep and pleasurable. I can feel his love in the way he moves in me. He squeezes my hand three times.

Squeeze. Squeeze. Squeeze.

I. Love. You.

I love you too Joel. I love you so much.

I move my hips with his. His dick hitting spots deeper inside of me. My breath picks up speed, the same as Joel's movements. Tingles flow through my body. I squint my eyes shut. Joel moves his head and places his lips on mine. His kiss made the tingles form a ball in my stomach and exploded. My orgasm spreads throughout my body and spills onto Joel.

I squeeze Joel's hand four times as I cum.

Squeeze. Squeeze. Squeeze. Squeeze.

Love. You. Too.

Joel doesn't stop loving me, though. He keeps going. He's showing me just how much he can't live without me. He's telling me all of the things he wants to say but can't, because Joel can't share his feelings. Joel stays closed off, and this is his way of letting me in. He loves me, better than anyone else can.

Joel pushes into me and still. Warmth filling inside of me. He kisses me again. Still just as gentle and as slow as last time. Thunder claps again and then lightning follows close behind it. Our lights come back on, but we don't move. We just hold each other. Our love spilling out of our bodies. His kiss still lingering on my lips. We hold each other tightly before Joel leans up and turns off our only light source. The two are engulfed in darkness again. Just laying there, enjoying each other.

Lost in the darkness, we give each other light.