Lost Soul

I want you back

"Are you out of your mind, Harry?" cried Niall.

"I married Louis, Niall. Do you think I look like a sane person?"

"Aunt Jay, that doesn't make sense," Niall said, giving up hope on Harry.

"Why not?" asked Harry.

"Louis will kill us, Harry. He'll kill you by rubbing your head on that damn mirror, and he'll kill me by ruining my career."

"He can't do anything," said Harry, chuckling happily. "He stole everything I had from me, Niall. I have nothing left to lose. And no one can beat someone who has nothing left to lose."

"You lost your mind too, Harry. I think you should see a psychiatrist."

"I think Harry's idea makes perfect sense," Jay muttered.

"It will only make Louis angry."

"I think that will fix him. If I don't do something now, Louis will forget about me, Niall. I can't take it, I can't be someone Louis looks at with disinterested eyes." He needed his god's touch, interest.

"Will Louis love you when you make a movie, Harry?"

Harry swallowed and took a deep breath.

"I'm not going to make a random movie, Niall, why don't you understand? I'm going to make a movie about Louis, Dorian and me. I'm going to show Louis what we went through. Louis doesn't take life seriously, I can't tell him how I feel, but movies are interesting. If I show him my feelings with the help of film, he will understand me."

"And he will love you?"

Harry turned his gaze to the ceiling, trying to stifle the tears that were running from his eyes.

"He loves me," he muttered.

"Does he, Harry?" Niall asked. He didn't want to upset Harry, but Louis was not someone you could entrust your heart to.

"You're going to be Louis," said Harry, leaving Niall's question unanswered. "I'll be both Harry and Dorian."

"I don't know, Harry. I'm scared. I can't handle Louis, I can't act like Louis."

"Wouldn't you like Louis to be as happy as before, Niall?"

"I-"

"Your old friend needs you, won't you help him? Will you leave him alone? Will you be able to rest your head comfortably on your pillow while Louis is unhealthy and unhappy?"

"Damn it, Harry! Stop talking like him!"

"Stop resisting, Niall. Just one movie. Then everything will be alright."

"Is it customary to go crazy as soon as you take the name Tomlinson?"

"It is," Harry whispered, leaning forward slightly, reducing the distance between him and Niall before blinking.

"Louis will be angry, you know that, right?"

"We're going to get Louis' attention, Niall."

“The gazelle cub is gets lion's attention and thinks it's a good thing,” Niall muttered. "Louis will tear us apart, soon we will wish we had never been born."

“Oh no problem, that phase is over for me,” he said, taking a sip of his coffee.

"Last time I saw you, you were crying and saying I guess Louis doesn't love me, Niall. How did you turn into such a person?

"I was forced to be replaced by a reflection."

"And will everything change now? If I agree to play Louis in your movie and we shoot the movie, will everything be okay? Will Louis love you as Harry? Will he be able to give up on Dorian?"

"Yes," said Harry confidently. "I'll get his attention, I'll piss him off, I'll make him regret it, and when it's all over, the man I love will understand what I've been through and come back to me."

"You're crazy, Harry."

"I am a fool, Niall. I am a fool for the man I love."

Harry had begun the first phase of his plan to save Louis. Louis had made a movie about Dorian. Harry was going to make a movie about Louis, too.

In this way, Louis would be able to understand Harry's feelings, thoughts, see where he went wrong and how much Harry loved him.

In this way, Harry would be able to reunite with the man he loved.

Harry had to make this movie, go back to Louis. Louis was his god. Being away from his god scared and hurt Harry. And now Harry was turning into a demon to reunite with his god. To a demon who lives with the zeal to worship him the moment he finds his god.