Don't hurt me.

Chapter 5

"What kind of girls do you like to fuck? ;)" awkward.

"That used to be an easy question for me to answer. 'Virgins, they're so easy. They get wet easy, all it takes is I love you' but I've changed. At least I'm trying."

Sometimes I disgust myself. I don't know where everything went wrong but I wish I could fix it. Oh well. I have a date. That pretty much means sex.

I get ready for my date and arrive at the girls house. What was her name again? Hmm Katie....Krystal...fuck I don't know. I knock on her door and her mum opens it.

"Oh Hi you must be Des, Kendall has told me do much about you sweetheart" she says. OH! So Kendall is her name.

"Hi m'am" I say shaking her hand. I try to be as charming as possible.

"Kendall! Des is here" she yells and Kendall rushes down the steps and walks out the door hugging me in the process.

"Hi Dessie!!" She says in a shrill voice. God she's annoying.

"You ready Kendall?" I say.

"Yes!!" She screeches. I take her arm and lead her down the path away from her house and we walk to a little café. She's been talking a mile a minute the whole time and honestly I haven't paid any attention to her. I lead her inside and pick a booth.

"Dessie" she says taking my hand from across the table "I was thinking...well I'm not exactly hungry....is there anywhere we could go..alone?" She finishes looking flirtatiously.

"Uh sure we can go back to my place. No one should be home" I say with a wink. I notice she's nervous. She must be a virgin. If only she knew what she's doing to herself.

We arrive at 'my place'. I never bring a girl back to my place. This is a friends apartment he lets me use.

" Des you live alone?" She purrs.

"Yeah" I say pushing her to the wall and kissing her roughly. I move from her mouth kissing down her jawline to her neck where I begin sucking and biting giving her a hickey. I go back to her lips and move her to the bed getting on top of her and sliding my hands up her shirt. She moans my name I haven't even touched her yet. She's definitely a virgin. I pull her shirt off and sit her up popping the clasp of her bra with one hand. And pull it off. I kiss down her body getting to her pants and I remove them as she pulls my shirt off. She then un buckles my pants and pulls them off. I take off her underwear and she removes mine. I get ready to enter her considering she's already as wet as she'll get. When she stops me.

"Des I'm-I'm-i don't know if I'm ready." She says breathlessly.

"If you aren't ready then I can wait." I say lightly. Even though I'm annoyed. "I can do this though" she say seductively and moves her head towards my dick and yeah.

After I finish I get dressed and so does she and I walk her home. When I get her home her mum is waiting. She spots the hickey. I know she does.

"Uh your mum sees your hickey" I whisper. "Im just gonna go" I say and turn to walk away laughing to myself. She's fucked.

I get home and pull out my laptop and get out my blog. I decide I'll answer some questions.

"Do you smoke?" Of course.

"Yeah, I smoke weed and menthol." Why do they care?

"Why don't you move in with your dad if its so bad at your house?" I feel a pang of hurt.

"I can't my dad is dead" I type. I know it's rather straight forward but it's honest.

I also have a message. From Brinley. It reads.

"Hey Des I was wondering if we could meet up? Xx Brinley" holy fuck she wants to meet up.

"Yes of course we can. Tell me a time and place and I'm there. Xx Des" I type excitedly. I don't know why I'm so excited. She's probably like all the other girls who want sex, then again who am I to judge everyone believes that's all I care about.

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I hope you enjoyed it. Next chapter might be when Des and Brinley meet up c;

-Hallie