Never Loved You Anways

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Three years.
Three damned years.
Three years of eternal hell.
Three.
Years.
He left me. Just like that.
Sitting on my porch, watching him enter his TARDIS and wave his hand.
"I'll be back, Clara!"
I smiled. "Next Wednesday?"
He nodded, his smile giving me flutters in my stomach.
Because I loved him.
That first second I ever saw him. With his stupid monk outfit.
That idiotic, insane shit that he wore. His bowtie, the fez, the geeky but adorable grin he never took off.
Damn, was I in love.
I still love him. But I've moved on. To the maths teacher at my school. Danny Pink. The sweetest guy I've ever met, excepting the Doctor.
He really does love me, I won't deny that. But sometimes, he'll catch me brooding about the man I used to love. Then he'll explode. Yell at the top of his voice. Be a little army-like. Be angry that I used to love someone other than him.
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He came back for me today.
I'm not sure why. I expect it was a machine malfunction, but I would never admit that. Surely, if he loved me, he would come back for me, go back in time and change today.

He reaches for my hand. "Clara, please."
I jerk my hand away. "No." I step backward. "I've moved on, Doctor. I don't need you anymore. I've got Danny. I've got to stay true to him."
The hurt on his face kills me, but I try not to let it faze me.
"Clara, I need you back."
The hurt and anger I feel at him makes me pick up a flower pot on my window sill. "I never loved you anyways!" I scream at the top of my voice as I launch it across the room.
It shatters at his feet, and he stares down at it blankly. Then he looks up, tears filling his eyes.
And he turns away and walks out the door without another word.
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Sorry, terrible, rubbish chapter... just wanted to give you guys an update. The Friday thing just makes me wanna write more than I should, so it's back to whenever I can update :)
Thanks for reading! :):):)
-Rina

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