Is Ihstan Alone?

XV

Hello! Just to be clear. Please be open-minded enough about this story. I am not advocating or tolerating CHEATERS; if this story violates your moral principles, you may disregard it.

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CHAPTER 15

"Does it still hurt?" Mom asked me after checking the wound in my head. "We were very sorry, Ihstan."

"It's not your fault Mom, Dad. I am okay now. I swear." I smiled at them.

After the accident that had happened to me. I stayed at Kaldhi's house at that night because my parents were stranded in Palawan because of the bad weather. I have no idea that they were there, honestly. Good thing, I had Kaldhi to check me.

Sometimes I hate my parents for not telling me their schedules of their work. I know that they love me, but for me the definition of love is a lot of time. They had been giving me my wants and needs but am not happy. Therefore, perhaps I wanted a sibling now or maybe they can adopt because when I w alone in our huge house I felt that the world does not want me.

I was absent again in school. Some of my classmates visited me. They were too exaggerated and I was not comfortable because of that. Mom also brought a stupid nurse in the house to just fvcking check me. What am I? An old man? Fvck this!

I thanked the dark because I found myself laughing again with Kaldhi and Ritzieh. They were here in my room. It's just too awkward for me this time considering that I was sitting with Ritzieh feeling guilty on what I did to her boyfriend. That is why I considered myself as Judas.

"Our hearts already connected, Ihstan."

Ritzieh whispered to me when Kaldhi got us a drink and snacks. My mouth formed an 'o' because of shocked. I don't know what to say or feel. I was at loss of words. I immediately flashback the memorable days wherein I was shipping them. Now that they already in a relationship. I felt scared and felt alone.

I fake my smiled at Ritzieh. "Really, bitch? When?" I pretended to be happy.

"The day you hit by the ball. When we were at Kaldhi's house." She giggled.

I was guilty again for what I have done.

"Wow! When you will be celebrating your monthsaries or anniversaries I will immediately remember that shit accident. That was stupid." I complaint. "Why you did not adjust the date?" We both laughed.

"That's my favorite number and I planned that date to made us official." Ritzieh elaborated.

"December 09 huh." I chuckled.

"Yes, December 09. To be honest, Ihstan, it's been four months since I and Justine broke up and now I can tell you that I finally move on. Thanks to you and Kaldhi." Ritzieh confidently said.

When Kaldhi got back he even kissed Ritzieh on her forehead before placing the drinks and snacks in front of us. I avoided my gaze to them because of their sweetness. I felt not belong to them, but I should because I am their friend and I will support them no matter what happened.

We three continue to talked nonsense things. We backstab people we hated, we did judge them, and even cursed them. I had a lot of fun with my friends until we fell asleep.