I Changed My Mind

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I love you
Nonetheless I out grew YOU
The love I had for you
My head spinning blocks
Just to get back to you
My action showed you
I didn't just care
Simply, I was in love
WITH YOU
I wanted you
Your mouth
Being the only way I knew
That you cared
Never any action put behind it
I'm a phone call
A drive
Hop... Skip away
You call and I come running
You text
N' within the same second
My response chimed in
Like an unwanted response
The way I love you
Was always loud and proud
Yet it never felt the same
Like...
Was I supposed to wait
Sit tight
Sit there
N' watch you fall for someone else
Decide to go on dates with someone else?
I had to do something
I had to
Let go
The more I loved you
The more
It felt
As if...
I was sitting in my own delusion
I changed
I had changed my mind
Did I not have the right to do so?
I used to come running
At your beckon call
I used to
Read between the lines
To find what I thought
You meant to say 

Was it so hard...

To show me you loved me

The same way I loved you?

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