STAR - JAYHOON

16

-"You never stopped stalking me , did you ?"

Jay's words echoed in my ears, I avoided looking at him , kept looking at my dish

-"Did you know all along ?" I asked , calmly. Jay wasn't really leaning towards me to begin with , if i get a little overboard he'll get mad and leave me , again . So I figured the guilty sad attitude is the best , he never came after me when I was sad

-"I didn't" he said , eyes looking at his dish too "But i knew when you got inside my locked appartenent , I saw you go around  like it's yours , u knew where's everything placed"

-"..." I couldn't defend myself, i was supposed to act smarter , but the thought of the moment where i get to finally be with him after months of just watching from afar took over me "It was for your own good" I Said, in a very small voice . Something made me think that if I say it in a small voice his anger will also be small .

-"Don't !" He raised his voice "Don't use that shit with me " gaining back his composer , he sat again to the table , pushed his dishes aside and fixed his eyes on me

-"Jay.." I tried to defend myself, but I had no arguments

-"When did you find me " he asked , face serious

-"I'll always find you " i said , easing the atmosphere, but his glare made me wish I never said that.. "I knew since day one "

The disappointed and disgusted look on his face made me feel like a tiny bug , like a roach. Guilt was never an issue for me , and it isn't now , but the thought of him getting more distant with me made my heart break

-"I assume you're also the one who reported the company?" He said , messaging his eyebrows

-"I had to , you were going to fall deeper with their shit" I lost my facade for a minute "You were being taken advantage of "

-"It was nothing of your business " he stood up , wiping his mouth with a tissue "Thanks for your help , but don't ever show up in front of me , ever again " he started walking away , and my heart sank , I tried to stand up and follow him, but I spilled the water cup all over the table .

He looked back for a moment, but turned around and kept walking away . I only watched his back .

I waited downstairs , he threatened me that if I follow him he'll never look at my face again. And he came dragging his bag behind him , I couldn't hold back the smile at how adorable he was , frowining with a pout because the bag was heavy for him, he looked at me and saw my smile, and his cute face disappeared

-"Jay" i tried to talk to him

-"Don't talk to me , don't look at me and don't even think about me " he raised his pointer finger at me "I thought I got rid of you and turns out you were sticking around me the whole time " he murmured "useless piece of shit "

-"Jay ! " I lost my tone for a minute, when he reached to open the door "Don't go"

-"Why would I stay with a stalker , a maniac who kept following me around , and almost caused me to go to jail" He lost his temper "Why would you take such a risk !!"

-"It wasn't a risk ! It was planned " I tried to calm him down, putting my hands on his arms "I wasn't going to do it, if you acted properly there , I would've moved with you and we'd start all over again"

-"DON'T YOU DARE MAKE ANY OF THIS MY FAULT!"

-"IF YOU DIDN'T GO AROUND HOEING WITH EVERYONE IN THAT CITY I WOULD'VE LEFT YOU THERE !" i yelled at him

"You maniac , you even knew about that !" Jay's disgusted face was again on full display"You have no right to interfere in such a thing "

-"I told you, you're fucking mine! While i was holding back , you gave everyone what I wanted the most" I dragged him by his arm back inside "Do you know how terrible it was seeing you flirt with random people? Trying to get into their pants "

Jay's face was red , I couldn't tell was it from embarrassment or anger , he still had the face on

-"You can't tell me what I'm supposed to do !" He yelled back at me

-"I am not ! I tried to give you some freedome and next thing you do is seducing everyone ?"

-"I only hooked up with one person , how's that everyone " he was mad "stop slutshaming me , I have needs too ! "

-"Only one person ! You say only ?? You allowed a filthy person to touch you . Soemone who doesn't know your worth , you just gave him that easily the best feeling anyone can ask for "

-"You're disgustingly gross, stop! "

He walked away from me , heading again to the door . I lost my nerves and grabbed him by the waist , carrying him to a separate room . I was acting so impulsively, I was supposed to show him how much did i change, how much of a better person I became and make him fall in love with me . But at this very moment I couldn't hold back , all the anger and jealousy that accumulated over the past 3 months was taking over me

-"Did you kiss him ? Did you kiss him Jay? Did he suck you and made you feel like the world was worth nothing ? DID YOU WHISPER IN HIS EARS , WHILE TRUSTING SO HARD INSIDE OF HIM" my voice kept going up, and jay sat there in disgust

-"You're so much worse than I thought" he spoke under his breath , avoiding me

-"Look at me ! LOOK AT ME AND ANSWER" i grabed his face , turning it back to me .

-"I did " his eyes challanged mine "I fucked the cum out of him, and it felt amazing "

He intentionally emphasized every word , just to get on my nerves , and walked away from me. Just to be draged back and pinned to the wall , I looked at his beautiful features , he was ethereal , I waited months for this , and I wasn't going to let go of him today

I went directly to his neck , his beautiful heart shaped birthmark, kissing and sucking it , non of his words could stop me from enjoying my moment. While he struggled to get away from me , he exposed his colar bone, his honey dipped skin glowed even in this dim room , I couldn't resist it , and went to worship it as it deserves .

Jay was getting louder , protesting my appreciation, and it started distracting me , I went back up and closed his mouth with a deep kiss , one hand moving on his back and supporting his head , pushing him closer to me , while my other one wrapped around his waist, occasionally sliding on his butt cheeks and his thights , I smirked feeling his legs tremble already, and carried him to the couch, His hands pushing and hitting me , it was going to bruise for sure

I placed him on the couch and leaned forward, pecking his nose and laughing , his mad face was probably the cutest face in the world

-"You're hurting me " I whispered amusingly , watching his eyes get sharper

-"I will hurt you"

I woke up laying on the floor stained with some blood drops , jay wasn't in the room , nor in the house . He was so rushed he left his bags , his phone , and he left me behind

I laughed touching the side of my heard , winced in pain and realized he hit me with something, i dragged my foot behind me , my ankle was broken too . I pulled a kitchen chair and started counting how many bruise he'd left on me