STAR - JAYHOON

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Jay knew what sunghoon was up to, the moment he layed his eye on his ankle , it was alright, not red , nor swollen, not even slightly irritated, and he felt it's Sunghoon being himself again , trying all tricks to get some sympathy

But when he looked at his face , sunghoon's eyes were flashing millions of emotions. Sunghoon, was really crying there , and Jay's soft heart (and his soft spot for pretty boys crying) held him back , and he followed what sunghoon was doing , he carried him and gave him his very much wanted affection . Messaging his broken ankle, knowing it'll cause him some more pain , he figured it'd make a fair payback . But he kept going along with what sunghoon was doing, a part of him, if not all of him , wanted to

He is now face to face to a crying sunghoon, the prettiest man he's ever seen was crying in front of him , easily swayed by his presence. Jay's ego was boosted , and he felt like he could play sunghoon's game , and beat him in it. He looked in the younger's eyes, lids heavy and look desprate, his breathing was slower , and all he could see was Jay, he leaned closer , tricking the boy under him into beleiving he's getting a kiss , he was so close to his face, to the point their lips brushed as he spoke "Try to trick me again , and I'll break your neck" he felt so powerful and smirked pulling back , getting further from sunghoon's face

Sunghoon's eyes opened widely, and as if it was his natural instincts, his arms extended to reach for Jay's head , holding the back of his head and pushing him back closer, smashing their lips together as his hands roamed in the older's hair

At this point , and even through the circumstances of previous kisses, their lips found their way naturally, very smoothly, and they got into a slow passionate kiss, Jay moved his hands and held sunghoon's face , adjusting it for him to take the lead , and invade the younger's mouth

Jay felt sunghoon's excitement raise , as he pushed Jay's head deeper and deeper, his hands moved messily on his hair , sliding to his bafk and locking him in that position. His eyes kept opening to scan Jay's face , then closing to enjoy the kiss. He was out of breath, and his eyes looked dazed . Jay , even if he hates sunghoon for what he's done previously, thought at that exact moment, that he wants this man to be his

He moved from the side of the bed , climbing over sunghoon and not even breaking the kiss in the process, he tried to pull back to give sunghoon some time to breathe but he felt him tightening his hold on him , refusing to break the touch, Jay had to get away , pushing sunghoon down by the shoulders to make sure he's not chasing his lips , he looked at him , panting for air . Sunghoon's face was red , lips already swollen and slightly parted , he looked in anticipation at Jay, waiting for him to go back to kissing him

Jay smirked and moved his hand to push sunghoon's hair off his face, not breaking the eye contact , his eyes widened in surprise, when he moved his hand on Sunghoon's cheek , creasing it softly , just for sunghoon to hold it and kiss it , eyes hazed and not leaving Jay's face .

Jay took a deep breath, moved forward and kissed sunghoon's forehead, getting off him and fixing his shirt and hair , sunghoon pushed his body up, resting his weight on his elbows , eyes attached to Jay's body, he looked so confused

-"Why'd you stop midway ?" He asked , voice so small

-"I wasn't going for anything more than this" Jay said , looking at sunghoon's face with all seriousness "get some rest , it was my apology for making you cry" he creased the younger's hair

-"That's, that's worse than making me cry !" Sunghoon yelled at him , he sounded hurt , tears forming in his eyes"I thought you finally felt the same way as me "

-"sunghoon " Jay's voice was so soft , yet so painful to hear , it was apologetic

-"Don't ! Don't say anything, You're not going to reject me right now " Sunghoon's eyes grew bigger , warning Jay

-"I'm sorry sunghoon" Jay's voice got lower  "You deserve someone who loves you back "

-"I have enough love for both of us okay ? I love you so much I don't care how much hate you have for me " sunghoon was yelling "I WILL LOVE ENOUGH TO CARRY US"

-"Sunghoon" Jay's voice became cold suddenly "there's no such a thing as us , you're not carrying anything "

-"I LOVE YOU!"

-"This isn't love ! This is obssesion "

-"okay ! I'm obssesed with you !" Sunghoon laughed "And you better accept it because that's what you'll have , I'm not here to ask for your love nor affection, not even acceptance of my love " sunghoon was getting up off the bed , and jay walked back "I'm here to have you !"

Sunghoon stood on his feet , limping on one foot , dragging the other, his body weight supported by the wall . He was walking behind Jay, vision unclear and head turning, he assumed he stood up so fast and persued Jay who got so fed up and turned to leave the room. His hand reached for him, but he lost his balance and could only touch the hem of his shirt . Jay have great reflexes, he's a protector , and as if he felt it before it happened , he turned around in the exact moment sunghoon started loosing his balance and got close enough to sunghoon to support his body, saving him from a fall

Jay's arm wrapped around sunghoon's waist , the other protecting his head from bumping to the wall , he looked at him in disbelief towards his irresponsible actions, he's injured and unable to walk , but he keeps pressuring it for the most random reasons

-"can't you stay still , FOR A DAMN MINUTE ?" Jay yelled at him , but sunghoon just rested his head on Jay's shoulder, smelling him deeply , arms wrapping around him in the softest weakest hug sunghoon ever gave to Jay

-"You're mine " he whispered in Jay's neck "Just accept it and let us be happy" , his breath was heavy . And Jay could feel his heat rise

-"you're hot!" He looked at the man clinging to him "SUNGHOON? SUNGHOON ARE YOU OKAY?"

-"You smell so sweet , jay" he said , smiling

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Sunghoon woke up to Jay sitting next to the bed , scrolling through his phone , he smiled at the thought of Jay staying by his side when he was sick , and he decided he'd rather watch Jay's face for hours, than to talk and let him know he's awake , he's not ready to see Jay leave his side again today

-"can u stop staring ?" Jay asked , eyes still focused on his screen

-"You're...pretty" sunghoon tried to speak , but his throat was too dry

Jay poored him a glass of water and assisted him to sit and drink , he watched jay, not missing the hint of pink on the tip of his ears

-"the doctor said you'll be fine, it was just a long exhausting day for you " jay said , avoiding his eyes "And you got fever by that, you'll get better by meds"

-"did a doctor come here ?" Sunghoon asked

-"Our neighbor is a doctor" the older explained "I called him over"

-"Who's that?" Sunghoon's eyes priced through Jay's

-"Mr choi , 5th floor " Jay answered him , getting up

-"the old guy " the younger sighted in releif " but i don't get sick easily, did he say why was today a problem"

-"well HE says , you were already getting sick , and crying didn't help much " Jay was still avoiding his eyes

-"Did u tell him I cried ?" Sunghoon got defensive "What else did you say ! Why are you avoiding my eyes?"

-"He ... He might think we're dating " jay spoke lowly , not enough to escape sunghoon's ears, and make him beam with joy