STAR - JAYHOON

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I looked at everyone, who seemed to know what was happening, I felt so embarrassed and wished the earth would swallow me alive , Sunoo explained why did I react that way to riki, and Sunghoon was quick to save me from the situation

-"I'm tired, help me get back inside" he said leaning on me

-"What the-" i was about to yell , but I noticed his eyes widening , side eyeing the couple in front of me "oh , okay let's just leave , I'm so sorry mr riki ! I really thought you're a bad person"

-"It's okay , Even if it hurts I know sunoo have some good protection here" he looked at sunoo adoringly

I almost gagged , I could see hearts and flowers blooming around them , and i tried to get out of there as fast as possible

-"Slowly jay ! It hurts" sunghoon moaned, he was walking hardly , trying to keep up with my steps . I looked at him forcing a smile, trying to understand why'd he moan, out of all the sounds

-"carry me , I can't walk after what U did to me" he was teasing, in front of everyone

-"just shut the fuck up" I whispered, carrying him out of the house "I'm so sorry to you two I promise I'll make up for it " I turnd to the couple to apologize for one last time, and Riki's ears were bright red , sunoo laughing so hard . I looked at sunghoon and pinched his arm

-"Oh jay ! We're not home yet" he did it again

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I glared at sunghoon, after throwing him on the couch "what was that"

-"I held a grudge" he simply replied

-"you don't have the right to ! You were willing to rape me !" I whispered

-"I WASN'T! I would never " he defended himself

-"yeah as if I'll believe you , don't pull this shit again" I turned my back at him

-"Where are you going !" He pleaded behind me

-"I'll take the fucking shower that got me into this embarrassing shit" I yelled back at him , and heard him giggle

-"I called someone to get your bags ! They'll be here when you finish your shower " he shouted from the living room .

-"Get fucking dressed , your  embarrassing" i threw the pyjama on him

-"I usually sleep naked tho" he yelled , making me wish I never pitied him.

-"TOO MUCH INFORMATIONS !" I yelled back, and heard him giggle

My bags indeed arrived some time after I got to the shower , and I heard him introduce this as his "boyfriend's house" I peeked out of the door , willing to clear the misunderstanding but he already closed the door

-"You need help ? I can massage your back !" He knew why i popped out

-"Fuck off " I closed the door back "put the black bag in front of the door

He didn't, he just hung the bathrobe in the door and left , I waited and waited, and eventually came out of the bathroom running to my room, holding the bathrobe tight

-"You took so long " sunghoon was already laying on the bed

-"what are you doing in my room? " i asked , honestly surprised at his boldness

-"You're not going to make a sick person sleep on the couch , or the floor are you ?" He batted his eyes innocently

I rolled my eyes and grabbed the bag , leaving the room, I was too tired to argue , and something about his soft look ,hair falling down on his face, wearing a blue pyjama and smelling like soap , he looked like a baby.

-"don't go ! You also might get sick if you sleep in that room it's too cold " he looked concerned "Come here , I promise I won't do anything"

-"Why do I feel like a guest in my own house ?" I asked him , and he lowered his head

-"I really promise tho don't get sick " he raised his voice when i turned around to leave the room

-"I'll just dress up , stop ! " He was acting like a clingy toddler

-"Do it here , It's not like there's something I haven't seen " .

I sighted and started dressing up there facing him with my back, i had no energy to argue or even talk back to him

-"Jay, I really thought it's because of your clothes , but your ass looks firm and stready " he was watching me

-"Pervert" I said , pulling up my pants

-"I just noticed ! Don't leave! " He was so desprate

"I won't" I turned off the lights  " stfu and sleep , and if you try to touch me I'll break the 3 other limbs of yours" and I lied down , willing to sleep

-"Jay ... Jay , JAY , JAAY" he was whispering but it was too loud

-"what !" I turned to him , just to find him few inches away from me "Omg ! "

-"I just wanted to say that you smell nice"

-"What the fuck is wrong with you man ? That's not how you usually act "

-"I'm trying to find my persona that you will love " he sounded sad "But I'm really this nice , I'm a very nice person , I just forget how to act in front of you and show u all of-"

-"shut the fuck up" i shushed him

-"You ask a question then don't even listen to my answer " he sulked

It all went quiet. And I thought he slept

-"Jay " he started again "why don't you-"

-"istg if you say why don't you love me back I will kick you out, you'll he sleeping in the streets "

-"OH ... Okay another one then" he thought for a minute "why don't you work on my film with me , you're an actor"

-"I didn't like the contract, and you acted like a dick " i was yawning

-"Jay "

-"what now ?" I was being fed up

-"can i hug you " he heard me groaning at his hand sliding on my waist "Can I at least hold your hand ?"

-"will this make you shut your mouth?" I was out of patience, but he giggled

-"maybe"

I turned around to hold his hand , and his face was turning red

-"are you okay !!" I placed my hand on his forehead thinking he have a fever "should I call a doctor!"

-"no " he squirmed at my touch , holding my hand and leading it to his heart " it's just overwhelming that I'm in your bed wearing your clothes and smelling just like you , and you're not pushing me away like you'd usually do "

I sighted in releif, I thought he caught a cold "you scared me "

-"I really hope you'd know how much i love you , Jay " he moved closer , hand reaching for my face "you are really so beautiful "

I pulled my hand out of his , and turned my back at him , I didn't want to argue , again ...

-"OKAY !" he flipped me as if i weighted nothing , and snatched my hand "I'll just hold your hand "

He placed it on his head, where his band aid are placed
-"Does it hurt ?" I asked , feeling terribly guilty

-"The doctors said it's going to leave a scar " he closed his eyes when i started brushing his hair softly with the palm of my hand

-"I'm sorry " i whispered pulling my hand away

-"It's a scar from you , I don't hate it" he gabbed my hand again , intertwining our fingers and placing it  on his chest , his hand looking a little funny

-"that doesn't look comfortable" i laughed

-"You're my comfort, jay" he yawned " Everything is so comfortable"

And we fell into a deep sleep