STAR - JAYHOON

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Jay pushed sunghoon away , threatening to open the car door while it was still driving . Eyes filled with hate . Sunghoon have never seen Jay look at him that way , not when he invaded his house and forcefully kissed him, not when he stalked him , not when he almost got him to jail, even when they first met after a whole year, Jay haven't looked at him with so much hatered , he raised an eyebrow, face stiff and lip still bleeding

-"Jump" he told Jay "Jump of the car , you're better dead than not mine"

Jay's eyes widened, fear creeping inside of him ,they were already out of the city

-"you never hated my kiss so much" he pulled the older by the neck "why's there so much hate in your eyes now ?"

-"I always hated you" Jay looked him in the eyes , obviously scared but so mad he could challenge him right here "I never loved a filthy human like you , never did and never will"

-"I'll fucking make you" sunghoon attacked him , getting on top and trying to undress him "I never asked for your love , I wanted to own you anyway"

-"Liar" Jay's eyes priced through sunghoon's "You yarned for my affection ,and you still do"

-"I shouldn't have loved a smat man" sunghoon's grip loosened and he got off Jay

-"You shouldn't have exposed so much of you to me" Jay fixed his posture , sitting as far as he could from sunghoon

-"Drive us home" sunghoon spoke to the driver, avoiding Jay and the driver's eyes

---silence---

-"you know I waited for you , right?" Sunghoon spoke, and Jay just hummed

-"why didn't you try " he was broken , and not afraid to show it

-"I realized the peace I have without you ,is woth more than anything I can have with you" Jay sighted, he never intended to hurt him

-"i really tried to be good to you , and give you the choice"

-"And I made my choice"

-"It wasn't the right one" sunghoon chuckled in pain

-"It was for me"

-"Liar" sunghoon laughed , looking at a terrified Jay "We're still playing "

-"Sunghoon, I can't even trust you , you said you loved me , looked me in the eyes saying you're obssesed with me , then walked out on me for a whole year" Jay explained himself, he felt something bitter in his mouth "Even if I started loving you back then , you killed every chance you had"

-"You wouldn't open the door to me if I came back" sunghoon argued "I had faith you'll finally join STAR after knowing you're there for your skills .I hoped I could use that , you walking to me , to get your heart"

-"It didn't work, you should've given up"

-"You know I never gave up on you , not even in the past year" sunghoon placed his hand on Jay's thigh "You know I wouldn't "

-"And you know I didn't like it" Jay removed his hand off his body "you can keep my missing clothes , but delete all the pics you posted "

-"We're not ending it , why are you acting like we are" sunghoon slammed his hand on Jay's thigh again , leaning a little towards him