𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐭 𝐱 𝐎𝐂

020

(i should also put abuse in the description so i will rn)
Sages pov:

"hello twitch!" tommy yells at the camera. "today we're going to be doing a cooking stream!"

"tommy the cameras in front of you." wilbur laughs.

"anyways, today we're going to be making a cake!" tubbo beams.

i hear them from outside but i'm too tired to walk out.

i just lay there, alone, emotionally exhausted.

i remember when my dad hit me the first time.

*flashback*

my mom had left on her job when i was six. my dad was sitting on the couch and i was trying to cereal cause i was hungry. i dropped the bowl and my dad snapped. "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! WHY DO YOU RUIN EVERYTHING?!"

"leave her alone. i'll help her." my older sister replied. "hey are you ok? did you get hurt?" she caresses my hair.

i shook my head.

"let's clean this up ok? go to your room, i'll clean this. i'll make you a grilled cheese, sound good?" she smiles. i nodded my head and ran to my room.

"YOU NEED TO STOP TAKING CARE OF THAT BITCH! SHE NEEDS TO FEND FOR HERSELF!!"

"SHES SIX!! THE ONLY THING SHE NEEDS TO DO IS KINDERGARTEN!" i hear my sister, frankie, yell back.

i hear a loud slap.

"don't you ever back talk me." he says sternly. " understand?"

"yes sir."

i cried that day, not cause i didn't get what i wanted, not that i was hungry, i was crying cause i was scared, i missed my mom. i wanted my sister to be ok.

*flashback ends*

i started tearing up. i missed frankie, i wonder if she's ok.

wilbur walks in. "hey sage, are you ok?" he sits down next to me. "do you want to talk about what happened earlier?"

i shake my head. "no, but you deserve an answer."

"no i don't, take your time. if you need time, i'll wait." he hugs me. "i'll wait as long as it takes."

"im ready."

"you sure?" he asks.

"yes."

i sit up.

"when i was 13 i was in a toxic relationship.
this girl thought i was a boy and at the time i was one, my parents didn't know i was, so i told her our relationship was private cause my parents were strict. but it went south cause she was really abusive. when i would try to leave she would threaten to kill herself or me. she would threaten to hurt herself and i didn't want to see her in pain so i stayed. i started to forget how much pain she made me feel and i made myself thing this is how she shows love. when i told her i was a trans boy and she made fun of me and hit me. she made me feel insignificant and invalid. when i told her i didn't feel like a boy anymore she broke up with me. but i loved her still." i didn't realize i was tearing up until wilbur wiped my tears.

"do you need to stop?" he asks comfortingly.

"no i'm ok." i reply taking a deep breath. "i started cutting cause i felt like i was a burden, i didn't want to burden anyone so i kept this all to myself. niki was there but i didn't tell her. my dad would also abuse me on top of everything so that made everything worse. and my mom never saw any of this cause she was at work. she probably thinks i ran away. they tried to get me a few months after i ran away when i was still 17. i was at home by myself and i basically got kidnapped by my own parents, i stayed there for two years until one day i found the door open and took it, and i went back to nikis house."