𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐭 𝐱 𝐎𝐂

024

⚠️TW⚠️: unsafe binding
Sages pov:

'BEEEEEEEEEEEEP-"
i shut off the loud alarm and sit up.
what the fuck? isn't it like 4 in the morning?! why am i awake right now?

i rub my eyes and and think, OH WAIT ITS TOUR DAY!

i grab my outfit i picked out the day before but i need my binder.

"where did i put that damn thing?" i whisper to myself.

i toss my blankets over, looking for my binder. i look through my dirty laundry, nothing.
i grab my suitcase i packed the day before and open it. i prolly put it in here.

i look through my clothes and find nothing.
i start to panic. where is it? i can't leave without it.

i look through my closet and search. i find my old binder from when i was at least 16, it's tight and doesn't fit properly.
i honestly only kept it cause i was planning on donating it. well it's all i have right now, i'll look for one at a store.

i take off my shirt and slip on the binder. holy shit that's tight.
i can barely breathe but after a while it gets a little easier, so i finish getting ready.

(A/N: major gender envy from this photo :D)

i walk to wilbur's room and find him packing as well

"hey sage! looking swag today." wilbur charms as usual. "pronouns?"

"it's a fucking he/they day."

"well you are very handsome and very gender."

i smile at his complement.

"thanks." i grin.

after a while we drive to the airport to meet the gang.

"hello boys!" wilbur greets the men in front of us.

he'll never call you a boy, your not a boy, just a little girl playing pretend. just a GIRL

i hate being called a girl when i'm not. it just hurts. i know wilbur will not see me as a boy but if i pass once, just once, i'll prove i'm a boy and not a girl.

"-ge, sage?!" i see a hand wave in front of me.
it's wilbur. "you ok? you didn't hear i when i called you."

"sorry i was falling asleep. i'm not a morning person." well that's not really a lie, i fucking hate mornings.

"same." ash speaks up, i know it's ash cause it's a voice i haven't heard before.

"it's a mood honestly." i reply.

"now boarding flight 404 for Nashville, tennessee." the person calls us to the plane.
(A/N: i may or may not be using the dates for across the pond tour O.o)

we board the plane with no trouble and get to our seats.

wil gets window and i got middle, we have a free isle seat so i don't care.

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we get to nashville and it's about 2am.

we get our luggage and i already can't really breathe well with the binder.

we get in a uber, well, wilbur and i get in one, mark ash and joe get in a different one to our hotel.

we finally get to the hotel and it's a very upscale suite with one bed in one room and two beds and a pullout bed in the other room.

"what's the plan?" joe asks, leaning on the counter. "like where's everyone going to sleep?"

"i'll take the pullout i guess." ash speaks up. "i honestly don't care, just want to sleep."

he pulls out the bed and flops on the bed.

"well that's settles it." wilbur chuckles. "we'll take the one bed in the other room."

"oooh." ash says from the pullout.

"shut up." wilbur blushes.

"i'm tired as FUCK so goodnight." i take my suitcase and backpack and go to the other room to sleep.

my binder starts to hurt but i need my binder i NEED to be flat. i NEED to look like a boy.

i take off my jacket and keep the hoodie on, i walk into the bathroom to take off my binder. i take it off and put my hoodie back on, sad i can see my chest.
i walk out and lay down in my bed. i feel my eyes start to close as the drowsiness consumes me.

Wilbur's pov:

i go to our room and see sage asleep on the bed.

i smile to myself and lay down next to him, i don't need to change cause i'm just in a hoodie.

he rolls over, still asleep, and scoots closer to me. i pull them closer and run my hand through their fluffy, soft hair.

"hmm?" he mumbles and starts to get up a bit.

"shh, it's 1 in the morning, go to sleep. im here."

"mm," they hum in response and lean into my touch.

i rest my chin on his head and fall asleep as well.
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hello lovelies 👋

i'm using the tour thingy from the across the pond tour, sooo yeah-

also quick warning: DONT WEAR A BINDER THAT DOESNT FIT PROPERLY!! it will give you back problems, compress your lungs and will lower your chances of getting top surgery. and DONT WEAR ACE BANDAGES! reason why is ace bandages compress over time so even if you put it on loose, it will tighten over time! and take breaks between binding, only bind for 8 hours and absolute max is 12. DONT SLEEP WITH YOUR BINDER ON!!

anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <33

-indie <3

June 18, 2023