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Sages pov:

"i'm going to address something that has gone around the internet." i clasp my hands together.
"i'm sure you have all seen the photo of me walking out of a psych ward. my mask wasn't covering my face and you could all see wilbur in the car aswell.
due to private information i am not comfortable saying i can't say why i was there but i can say i am better now.
i guess i should do a face reveal but you've probably already seen my face."
i breathe in and out. "no going back now" i whisper.
i take off my mask.
'omg your pretty' and 'NO WAY's fill the chat and i smile.
"this is going to get clipped." i smile.

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i ended the stream earlier and check my twitter surprisingly not much hate.

"i heard your face reveal did good." wilbur hugs me while i read our mail in the kitchen.

"yeah i was so nervous." i stop and see a letter addressed to wil and i. "wil! mabel and ava sent an invitation to their wedding!" i beam.

"really?!"

"it's on november 3rd."

"ooh! so about half a week away!"

"we should book a flight soon." i tun to my room and grab my laptop and run back to the living room.

"tomorrow at 3am good?"

"sure but it's a little early isn't it?"

"suits, wedding planning. i want to help my sister." i reply.

i book the flight and book a hotel then. we go to our rooms and we pack.

my hand goes to grab the blade. should i? wilbur was sad last time. why do i feel the need to relapse? why do i want to cut again? do i need help? i need help.
i grab my blade and shove it into my bag. why?
i also grab some bandages.

after i lay down on my bed. just as i was about to sleep wilbur walks in. "i'll wake you up when we have to leave."

i nod and he leaves. i put my earbuds on and play my playlist with 'Wallows'. 'these days' starts playing and i fall asleep.

'I'm trying to understand these
days
I need to know if you're feeling it, or I'm wasting my time'

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Wilbur's pov:

my alarm wakes me up and i grab sage and i's suitcase and put them in the car.

i walk back into the apartment and wake up sage.

i take out their earbud and whisper. "sage, it's time." i gently shake them. "wake up."

"hmm?" they rub their eyes.

"come on, i already put our luggage in the trunk."

they get up and grab what looks to be their binder.

they shove it into their small bag and walk to my room. they walk out with my hoodie and throw it on. "i'm ready."

they take my hand and i walk them to the car.

"starbucks?"

their eyes shoot open. "YES!"

we head to starbucks and they're already asleep.
i order a chai tea latte for myself and a caramel macchiato for sage since they like that.
after i get our drinks i head to the airport.

cigarettes after sex starts playing and sing along softly, careful not to wake them up.

"And I'm kissing you lying in my
room. Holding you until you fall asleep."
i glance at sage, peacefully sleeping with my hoodie on.
"And it's just as good as I knew it would be."
i park in the lot and lean back since we have about an hour to spare. i turn to sage.
"Stay with me. I don't want you to leave..."

after a while of scrolling on my phone, sage wakes up. "we're here already?"

"we've been here for about thirty minutes already." i smile. "i got you a coffee."

their eyes widen as they take the coffee into their hands, making hoodie paws to not burn their hands. my cheeks burn slightly. they're so pretty.

"you're staring wil." they laugh a little.

"sorry." i smile sheepishly and i sip my drink.

"it's ok." they take my free hand in theirs. "i love you."

inside im smiling like a dork.

i love when they say that.
i love when they hold my hand.
i love the way they're effortlessly pretty.
i love the way they make me smile.
i love them.

"i love you too." i rub my thumb against their knuckles and smile.

after a few minutes we get out and grab our stuff and make our way to the airport place.

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"i hate mornings." sage leans on me in the uber to our hotel.

"i know." i yawn.

we finally get to the hotel and sage carries their duffel bag and checks in.

i open the door for them and they put their duffel bag on the couch.

"go to sleep, i'll put everything away." i offer.

"thanks wil." they reply and they colapse onto the bed.

i put my clothes away cause we're going to stay for a while.

i lay down beside sage and close my eyes.
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it's very late. but i have delivered.

here's some angst cause i have nothing better to do with my life.

i'll prob stay up later writing more chapters so i don't post too late but idk.

anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <33

-indie <3

August 19, 2023

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