𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐭 𝐱 𝐎𝐂

048

sages pov:

i get my suit and wilbur is asleep, cause it's 6 in the fucking morning.

i take a shower and get in a random te shirt as to not get my suit dirty.

i walk to wilbur's side of the bed and i bend down.

"wil." i whisper, tapping him lightly. "i'm leaving."

he opens his eyes and smiles. "hi."

"hi." (A/N: heartstopper reference)

"can you stay a little longer?" he reached out and i hug him.
he pulls me into the bed .

"wilbur i have to gooo." i whine, laughing a little.

"no you dont." he wraps his arms around me and goes back to sleep. "goodnight."

"willlll." i drag the 'l'. i squirm in his tight grip.

"your a prick." he let's go, but i don't move.

"i don't want to go. i'm tired."

"you're having the dreams again?"

"yes." i rub my face to try to wake me up, it doesn't help.

"want me to text mabel and tell her your going to be late?"

"mhm." i nod and lay my head back on his chest.

"it starts at 6 right?" he asks.
i nod.
"ok well i'll tell her you'll be there by 12."

i nod again.

"can you ask jaiden if he can pick me up later."

"ok." i hear the typing then the send.
he runs his hands through my still wet hair.
"i'll wake you up at 12. just relax."

i nod and let myself lean into his touch.
my eyes close and the darkness consumes me.

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*flashback*

"hello babe!!" karen, squeals.

"hey babe!"

"want to go out tonight?"

"what?"

"you heard me."

"uh sure."

"YAY!! i'll see you later!"

she runs away and goes to her click.

i haven't hit puberty yet so i can pass pretty easily.
but i don't want to.
i want to be a girl.
they have boobs. boobs are cool.

"hey sage!" niki greets, as we walk home.

"hey niki."

"want to chill at your house?"

"sure! i have a date though."

"oooo!!"

"it's ok." i can't shake the feeling.

am i faking being trans?

we get home and i grab a dress i had when i was still cis.

i put it on and stuff a bra.