𝐒𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐛𝐮𝐫 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐭 𝐱 𝐎𝐂

047

sages pov:

"this haircut better not suck ass cause the weddings tomorrow." i complain as wilbur and i walk to the barber.

"you'll be pretty either way." he smiles.

"clearly you've never seen my side bangs phase."

"you had a side bang phase?" wilbur asked, stunned.

"yeah, i didn't know how to style them, and i looked emo."

"you are."

"shut." i sigh and open the door to rhe shop.

we check ourselves in and sit ourselves down.

i get sat down in a chair.

"so what would you like today kid?" an older guy asks.

"just a trim."

i have a reference pic i show to all my barbers so i get the same one every time.

i show him my reference and he nods.

he cuts my hair and in about ten minutes he's done.

wilbur got sat down earlier so he's already almost done.

i look at my hair and it's shorter and giving gender envy.

i thank him and wait for wilbur so we can pay and leave.

<> <> <> <> <> <>

we get back home at around 6 cause we were exploring new york and shit.

wilbur throws himself on the bed.

same.

i fall next to him and go on my phone.

i check twitter and someone posted a pic of me and wilbur holding hands walking around a mall with the caption 'sagebur??'

"wilbur they're shipping us again." i sigh and he hugs my waist.

"should we tell them? i mean we've been dating for almost a year now."

"sure. i don't mind." i shrug.

i make tweet.

Sage @sagepng
announcement soon!!
see you guys soon.
november 7th!!!
💬        🔁         🖤

i my tweet gets blown up with comments and hearts.

i feel my heart race and i feel anxious.

"are you ok?" wilbur puts his hand on my shoulder.

i nod.
"just tired."

i hug wil and he rubs my back.
i hear his heartbeat.
i calm down while listening to his steady heartbeat.

i fall asleep.

*flashback*

"mom?"

"yes sweetie?" she replies calmly as she brushed my, then, long hair.

"where's frankie?"

"she said she's staying at a friends house."

"why hasn't she come home yet?"

"she's probably having a fun time at their house and doesn't want to leave."

"but i want her home."

"i know sophie." she sighs. "she wants time with her friends too. and she'll come home soon."

i nod in understandment.

"want to help me make dinner before your dad gets home?" she asks, smiling.

i nod enthusiastically. "yes!"

we run and i help chop potatoes.

i hear the front door open and my father comes through. i'm safe. my mommys here, he doesn't hit me when mommy's here.

"hey sophie!"

frankie waves.

"frankie!" i run and hug her.

*another flashback*

"THAT STUPID GODDAMN BITCH!" i hear as i open the door.
"YOUR CUNT OF A SISTER LEFT. "

"f-frankie?" my mouth agape.
no no no no no no no no no.
i run up the stairs.
no no no no no no
i open her door and see almost everything gone.
no no no no no
i run to my room, maybe, just maybe there's an explanation.

dear sage,
i love you.
but i have to leave.
i wish i could take you with me.
i wish i could keep contact but i can't.
im so sorry. and i hope you could forgive me.
i love you , never forget ok?
i wish i could protect you longer.
i just need to run away.
hopefully if fate will have it we will meet again.
i love you so much.
-frankie

tears roll down my cheeks.
i cry out and grab my razor and hold it to my wrist.
i can't.
but it's my fault.

i press it down and blood pours out.

i make four on each arm and wash the blood and bandages them.

"SOPHIA!"

i walk downstairs and answer my dad "yes?"

"i'm going out with a new bitch. so clean the house. just don't end up like your disappointing mother or sister. your not leaving. get that through your stupid fucking head ok?"

i nod.

i feel a sharp pain on my cheek. "Answer me!"

"ok dad."

and he leaves.

i clean and clean and cry and clean.

this hellhouse is awful.

i sit in my room and cry.

i get a call.

"hey sage, i heard about frankie."

"yeah." i sniffle

"i'm sorry. i can come over if you'd like."

i stare at my bleeding wrists and i look in the mirror. i look like a fucking corpse.

"i'm ok niki. thanks."

"no problem. if you need anything let me know."

"ok i love you."

"i love you too sage. bye."

we hang up and i just wallow in my own sorrow and pass out.

*flashback end.*

i feel someone rub my back.

"it's ok." wil.

hot tears stain wilbur's hoodie but he doesn't seem to care.

"i'm sorry."

"there nothing to be sorry about."  he says softly.

i feel myself fall asleep.
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i don't know what possessed me to write that.

anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <33

-indie <3