Destiny

First kiss

Did you ever had a smile unknowingly when the person you like is happy and smiling? The best part is when you realize they are happy because of you.

Olivia's POV:

I guided him directions and we reached our destination. Sam turned to me with a look on his face.

"Do you really want me to take you here?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Why not? We can have fun and who doesn't like a beach at night full of music? Liam wanted to take me here but we cancelled because of the party."

"I am sorry to ruin your plans."

"No worries, we still came here and we will have a blast. Come on!" I dragged him.

Disco lights, water, music, everything is perfect. Everybody is in their own world dancing and enjoying the loud music. Sam is looking around with a bored expression. In dim lights he looks handsome I badly want to see a smile on his face. I don't know what is this obsession to make him smile and happy.

"Come on. Let's dance" I held his hand.

"No way" he protested. I glared at him, a fake glare though. We should win right? Dance with him and make him forget everything that happened at the party.

I moved closer to him and whispered in his ear "I bet this will be more fun than the lap dance that I promised." I winked. He raised his eyebrows with a smile.

I started moving my hips he is watching me. I held his hands started dancing and he gave in. We are dancing as if we don't care about anything in this world. We are smiling and shouting the lyrics. When I said I want to make him smile, this is what I mean. He forgot everything that happened in the party, he doesn't have a stone face or bottling up his emotions. He looks like a free bird who just discovered the wings. I am happy to see him smile and carefree. I wish this moment lasts forever. Even I had a smile looking at him. Does it happen to you? Feel happy because someone you care about is happy?

All of sudden I realized that we were too close, his hands on my waist, my hands wrapped around his neck, our faces so close that in one move we could kiss. He stared at my eyes then his eyes dropped to my lips.

"You have no idea how many times I imagined kissing you. It makes me go crazy every time I think about it. I lose control when I am around you. I always avoided you so that I don't do anything stupid" he whispered. I can feel his breath on my lips and I have goosebumps all over my body.

"What's stopping you?" I don't why I said that but I want him to kiss me too. I like him, first I thought it is just an attraction but everyday it became more and listening from him that he feels the same making me lose control.

All of a sudden his lips are on mine. I was shocked but soon recovered. I started kissing him back. His hands tightly holding my waist and our lips moved in sync. He is pouring everything into the kiss it's like he really waited for this moment and finally its happening. When I read novels saying that they feel butterflies and all I thought they are bluffing but trust me I can feel the entire garden of butterflies in my stomach and I also realized it's not about the kiss it's about the person, feelings, emotions and the urge to be close to each other gives you butterflies which I am experience right now. He tongue licked my lower lip for permission and I happily gave in.

'Oh my god, finally!!!!!!' I smiled.

He deepened the kiss like he is savouring me. Why the hell we waited for so long?! I can't breathe but I careless, I want time to freeze right now and this moment should last longer as we are happy in each other arms.

Suddenly something clicked him and all of sudden he pushed me with wide eyes.

"What the hell is wrong with me?" he whispered but I heard. I know what's coming next. I controlled my tears and waited for him to reject me. He is back to his serious face.

"This is a mistake" I nodded. It hurts but I didn't dare to speak.

"Let's go." he said without looking at me.

The whole drive back to my apartment is silent. All the flashes of things that happened in my school came back. I was trying hard to control my tears then the car stopped. I didn't even dare to look at him. I got out of the car and walked to my apartment.

When I entered my room I started crying. I cried until I felt like there were no more tears left and slowly drifted into sleep.