9.I am the victim and I am the culprit

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Things have been so rough lately.
Can't stop thinking 'bout it.
I am the victim here and I am the culprit, sadly.
No matter how much I try, in this world, I won't ever fit.
I haven't cried probably because there's no tears left to cry.
But, my heart is anxious all the times.
My soul can't take this, every step I take I feel distant from you.
You said you are closer to me, more than my jugular vein.
But, why I can't feel you then.
Where has been your help.
I know if I go away from you, my existence will be perished, I won't be me  anymore.
Please, help me achieve You.

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