47.A page from my dairy.

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It's been ages since I have this very unserious issue, people calls "anxiety".

It has chained my feet and hands, I am not able to do anything.

Every-time I think of doing something, my anxiety tricks me into thinking 'I can't.'

I am feeling so loser,

Whenever I have tried to share with my loved ones about these screaming demons inside me telling me to not do anything coz I won't be able to make it good.

They tell me, it's coz I am ungrateful person, I have got a lot so I have no right to say anything like this.

But, I am not ungrateful, I have sense of how Far I have come and how far I have to go.

So I kept ignoring these demons of anxiety inside me,

and they keep feeding on me, they keep eating my organs bit by bit.

Now I am left nothing, just like the empty bowl, or the rotten apple that had been eaten by insects.

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