17.I am not scared of pain

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I am not scared of getting hurt.
I am scared of getting used to it.

I am not scared of pain
I am scared of not feeling anything .

I am not scared of loneliness.
I am scared of being left out .

I am not scared of losing friends.
I am scared of accepting the fact that I never really had one.

I am not scared of forgetting how to write.
I am scared of all these words getting trapped inside my head and keep haunting me for years.

I am not scared of dreams.
I am scared of making all my efforts and realising they are not enough.

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