37. 'Coz it still traumatizes me

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How am I going to tell the world about it,
How am I going to write about how I lost my childhood days to some unfortunate events,
And teenage years to mental issues,
And my early adult hood in finding the reasons behind why it happened and why I let it take over me.
And these are the years, I am never getting back, I have lost it all.
This is not poetic.
Not a single verse written here is a poem.
It's me bleeding on a page via my words because I have forgotten how to talk,
Because I am not allowed to talk about it,
because my younger self isn't healed,
And my adult self isn't ready for healing.

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