I scream and no one hears it

46.Darkness.

I was jolted awake from one nightmare into another one,

I kept walking on darkness, from darkness towards darkness,

I walked and walked, and months passed by,

I couldn't feel my arms, my legs, my heart anymore,

Everything, all of me, is now nothing but darkness,

But, I still kept walking, coz what if I give up, and I am only two feet away from Light,

What if the sound of my feet, if the pressure of my delicate pair of feet cause the darkness to break a bit,

And let the light slowly make its way from that crack towards me,, until I am left only with light, and rays and shine and everything you call hope.

I , Oh, to be saved.
I , oh, to survive.

Because my feet haven't become hard enough to let it crack,

And, this darkness, its never ending.

I wrote it back in December 2022,