14.Suicidal

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I see a pistol and I wish a bullet goes through my chest

I see a knife and I wish it would cut my flesh

I see traffic and i wish a car would hit mee

I see water and I wish I could just drown in it.

I listen to sound of train i wish I could come under it

I see fan I wish I could hang myself

I see electric wires I wish it would give me electric shock enough to let me sleep forever

This is how depression is killing me...
It seems joke to you , it seems joke to everyone but I want to die...I really want to...

I wrote this back in 2020, and all of the sudden I have started feeling the same, I have no idea why I am letting it stay here coz probably I have no where else to go and cry out loud, this book, this platform and my words have always been my emotional support.

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