Reaching The Stars

Twenty Six

Myra's POV

"Fuck!" I moan out.

I arch my back off the bed, I'm getting my shit rocked.

Maybe this isn't exactly how y'all thought my life was gonna start out.

"You like that!" He moans in my ear and he thrusts deeper.

You see the guy fucking me is a friend with benefits since I wasn't ready to date again I just wanted to fuck with no strings attached.

"Keep going I'm close." I say as I moan breathlessly.

"Don't cum until I tell you to or I'll stop." He demands in a sexy voice.

My no strings attached guy his name is Nate. I met him at a bar, we had a one night stand then it lead to other things now it's friends with benefits.

I arch my back more as my arms go straight into his curl hair.

He groans as he grips my thighs. "So wet, so beautiful for me." Fuck his voice is sexy.

"I'm close." I tell him as my eyes roll back.

"Beg!" He demands.

Oh— that's sexy.

"Fuck please let me cum." I whine.

He moans in my ear, "Cum darling."

Groaning out my orgasm reaches me. I'm so out of breath. Nate helps me ride out as I saw stars. He thrust a little more and his orgasm reaches. He leans down in my ear and moans the deepest loudest moan ever from him.

Holy shit.

He pulls out, throwing the condom away and goes to the bathroom. He comes back with a rag to help clean up. After I go to the bathroom and pee. Always pee after getting fucked ladies.

Sometimes he stays with me sometimes he leaves. I'm always fine with whatever. We've both established this is nothing other than fucking, no feelings involved.

"Don't be disappointed, I'm leaving." He says as he puts on his clothes.

No disappointment here.

I nod, "Drive safe." Okay we both say these things but we know there's nothing more.

He nods, "Try not to miss me too much, whenever you need me again text me." I nod and he kisses me again.

After he pulls away, he winks at me and leaves my room.

I hear the front door open and close. I take me a quick shower, washing away the nightly activities.

Once I'm out I quickly change into something simple, not feeling like going out right now.

So a little life update, I moved to LA after months going back and forth of I should. I moved in with Nyla at first then I found a nice house it's more of a mansion than anything. Once I was settled into my new house, I knew that dad had a good friend here so he helped me set up my new building and business. Literally helped me with everything, even paid for majority of it.

Fast forward a year later I'm the second most paid female ceo and the first most successful businesswoman in the US. I really proud of myself, I made it and I couldn't be more happier and thankful.

We all know who I have to give a thanks to.. I wouldn't be where I am without working for him. I never hated him, he probably did or still does but looking back a year ago I wasn't in the right mind to have a relationship no matter how much he made me happy.

Onyx was honestly the best thing that ever happened to me. In the back of my mind I want to see him again and give him the proper apology because he deserves it. But what if he doesn't want to see me? What if he hates me? I broke him when all he wanted to do was potentially love me and I ruined it because I was scared like a fucking bitch.

Onyx probably knows I'm a businesswoman now, hell he should, I'm all they talk about in the headlines.

I think it's time for me to fly back to Las Vegas. I miss Ashanti and dad.

Yes Ashanti never moved with me but she does fly here from time to time and we always talk. I haven't seen my father in months, he's been extremely busy with cases at work.

Part of me wants to run into Onyx or even Dax so he could update me.

Honestly I don't even deserve that. I'm the one who left willingly. I left him so I don't deserve any kind of update or anything.

If I do see him I do want to apologize. I never gave him a real apology so I will do that.

He's the reason why I don't have a serious relationship with Nate, which I hate to admit. Nate is a cool ass guy. He knows his limits even though he be trying to push them but the boundaries we both set are reasonable for both of us.

He does a lot for me, like make sure I have almost everything before he leaves. Yes, we text each other even if we don't fuck each other we still text.

I know a lot about him, the obvious one would be he has his own business. He has three sisters. One older than him and the other two are younger. His parents are divorced but have had the best co parent relationship ever and he has a good relationship with both of them. Also neither of his parents remarried.

Nate loves seafood and any guy who loves seafood deserves head. I don't make the rules. But Nate overall is a nice guy, don't know why he's doing this with me when I bet girls go feral over him.

Okay, enough about Nate, I think I told too much information. Nothing is going to happen between us, we've already had several conversations about this topic.

I won't lie and say he ain't a good guy because he is. He's sweet, chill, nice and funny as fuck. But, I don't want more with him or I think I don't.

My relationship life is so hectic even I don't know what's going on. One thing I do know is I have to fly back to Las Vegas because there is an annual charity event for CEO's and people in the business industry. Meaning I will see Onyx again which I have no clue how that's going to go.

Question is, do I even want to see him again? Do I really want to face him after everything again. Also Nate will be there as a businessman and a plus one for myself.