"why do you want to die Hazel? why can't you live?" he asked angrily this time. And I couldn't hold myself, " because I'm tired, I'm tired of predenting to be strong, I'm tired of living Aiden, I tried, I tried to find reason to live but I failed at...
I got ready for today, planning everything and everywhere we will go. I asked Anna to come with us too in case Hazel needs her and also she will buy her the best clothes. I walked to Hazel's room, opening the door. I found she had just woken up, "Hey, good morning. Hope you had a great sleep" I said to her remembering all the sights of her from last night, but she didn't respond so I continued speaking "Look I have brought you some clothes, wear these for today and get ready cause we are going shopping." " I am not going to wear your clothes", she said noticing that the clothes were mine. " Well you don't have any clothes here," I told her, she was about to say something but stopped. " Wear it please, we are going to buy you some today okay," I said to her calmly. " Where are we going?" She asked doubting me. " For shopping," I said. She was going to say that she is not going but stopped in the mid-sentence and said "okay" instead. I knew I was right, she will surely try to escape today but I'll make sure that'll never happen. After some time she came out of the bathroom wearing my clothes and I'll not gonna lie but that view of her stirred something up inside of me. The clothes were huge for her but she appeared cute.
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I'm not hungry " she said immediately seeing the tray of food in my hands." you don't need to be hungry to eat food," I said teasing her. " Whether you are hungry or not, you are still going to eat it, and that's final," I told her strictly. " So now you are going to force me, uh," she said. "Hazel if you're not eating it on your own then I'm going to feed you with my own hands, the choice is all yours," I said to her with a smirk on my face. She was still not eating so I took a sandwich brought to her mouth, firstly she looked frustrated and angry but she finally takes it from my hand and eat it. After feeding her sandwiches and some juice I felt relieved, well I don't know why. After having breakfast and about 15 minutes of silent drive we reached the shopping mall. It wasn't strange that the whole ride she was quiet, neither she said a word nor did I maybe we both were finding answers in our silence. Fortunately, the mall was not too busy today. Other than me, Hazel, and Anna I had four bodyguards too, I wasn't worried about Hazel but I got some lovely enemies too. Terry also wanted to come but something important about companies came up so he left instead of me, well he was considerate. We were walking by different stores in search of one that Anna liked but there was no sign of amusement on Hazel's face. I was constantly watching her and her expression but she was silent and strangely calm. When we finally reached the store Anna wanted, she started picking things for Hazel. Beautiful dresses, tops, and jeans were all the things she could see, everything was looking great on Hazel but she was rather looking beautiful in enna my clothes only. "Look Hazel, do you like this dress?" Anna asked her, picking a really beautiful dress but she didn't respond and was just staring at that dress. " What things do you like Hazel? I'm the only one picking up things for you " Anna said defeatedly. " I don't want these. Just a couple of T-shirts and track pants would be sufficient. Please" she said breaking her long silence. " The couple of them are not enough dear," Anna said convincing her but she failed. "Okay we'll buy some t-shirts and track pants," I said to the store assistant. Anna was a little sad but she didn't show. Then they moved to the women's section for personal shopping while I stayed in the same store. I called the same store assistant to pack all the dresses Anna had chosen earlier, maybe I wanted to see Hazel wearing every one of them. After they had done all the shopping, we went to the food section cause I was really hungry. I sat in the food court while Anna and Hazel went to the restroom, but only Anna returned. " Where is Hazel?" I asked Anna. " She was just after me!" Anna said panicking. I calmed her down and went to search for Hazel but she was neither in rest room nor in the food court...
