Sometimes
I wonder if writing poetry matters
It seems like a lot of poets write only bars
And never formulate a deep story
Causing messages to fall on deaf ears
And the audience pick and choose who they want to rock with
The lack of inspiration consumes my mind a little bit
Praying that when it's my turn to speak
I wouldn't be labeled a nuisance
Retirement in my rear view
Soon becoming a holy marriage
Leaving hidden collections of poems inside the carriage
I'm not jesting or poking the bears
I'm just content with no longer writing for dead audiences
I'm still great though
The stoppage of creating isn't brand new
I'd say I'm done
Then next week I drop a fresh groove
My last relationship did a number on me
I wrote my funeral in hyperbole
And 25 farewells using similes
She destroyed every part of me
Even parts I never knew I had
I don't think about the good times
Her infidelity still makes me mad
The therapist told me to journal
I sat in the rain
The moment I confided in a friend
Her mama said I was slandering her name
Little does she know the apple fell from the tree
Consuming her pride
If breaking my heart was a felony
She'd be guilty of committing that crime
Now I'm speaking out
The end might be coming
This ink never dries
It's in dire need of a new location to survive
I was meant to be the greatest
But not at my own demise
I wrote about my writers block
Go wipe the tears from your eyes
I'll find myself again
All I have is time. -Mayhem
The lack of inspiration
Mind going a mile a minute
It might be time to hang it up go ahead son you've had a good run put your pen down
You live by the sword you die by the sword and now it's time to be laid to rest
I don't jest I am only doing what's best for youDon't cry because this was inevitable
You wasn't born to do this you just got luckyNo more four leaf clovers
There's no pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
No more inspiration no more creationYou can no longer tell the stories of yourself and others
You can no longer speak out so go ahead and sit down cause the end is near
Your ink well is drying upI can tell the truth about it
But you can't understand what this is about
So just shut the fuck up
Put this muzzle on hurry up!Cause you're going through writers block
And it's possible this time it won't be stoppedLady Death is right around the corner
And you can't run away this time
Looks like you wasn't meant to be the greatestNo correlation here
But sorry you couldn't make it to your coronation.
YOU ARE READING
Mr. Mayhem and the Prolific Dreamers
PoetryMayhem makes his debut to introduce you to his poetry. This features some new friends of his in addition to his side of the story.