Player file 1 : BEN

It Looks Sad

(Author note: this chapter is a little spicy, Toby is maybe a little jelly? Or is he just protective? Stay tuned readers- I love you! All songs used in this area all by it looks sad! The song list in order : fingers, creature )

~BENs POV~

I sighed, all the events that have been going on, between this game, and these proxies we're stuck with for the time being-

I didn't know how much more I could take, how much more I had to watch my human get whisked off away from me. I haven't been able to really touch them or talk with them privately for weeks, it's beginning to grind up on my nerves- eating away more than those radio signals did.

I ran my fingers through my wet hair, pulling my black t shirt back on over my body after cleaning off, I glanced into the water at my reflection, tracing my fingers over the claim maker on my neck, I didn't want to be a god under another, but sometimes you just have no choice I suppose.

And in a sense, it means I'll have more power. Right?

I sighed, pulling a small mp3 player from my pocket, placing some headphones in as I began to make my way back, it had begun to get dark and I could see the three proxies and my human.

I felt myself become warm before I even neared the fire, seeing their flushed grinning face, I wasn't happy about the illicit consumptions, but they were happy, so therefore-

I am too.

I got closer to the light, illuminating my body from the darkness finally. Their e/c eyes looked up from their place on the ground, a small smirk as they patted the ground next to them. I sat down, pulling them into my lap just as a song began to slowly play in my ears. The bottle ending up in my hand at the same time, I didn't hesitate to kick back a swig before passing it onto everyone else, my eyes flicked to the fire,

I've been daydreaming at night, again

I stiffened as their lips pressed against my neck. I glanced around, the three proxies were playing around with each other in the distance, the food was still slow roasting on the fire, I swallowed hard and took back another sip, feeling myself becoming dizzy.

I've been sleepwalking- I'm falling again

" Ben"

Their small voice captured my attention, making my eyes flick down to them, my heart thudded in my chest as they placed a curious hand against my throat, their thumb tracing my jaw line.

I felt your fingers touch my skin

They leaned close, the alcohol on their breath became intoxicating- enticing me

Your fingers touch my skin

I'm glad you feel it

" Are you upset?" They asked softly, their lips close to mine, but yet far away.

"No" I lied.

It's what I tell you all the time

" You're lying, I see right though you"

I swallowed dryly at their words, and nodded in agreement. " That's true" my words were quiet, just a whisper as theirs were. Afraid of the moment ending. I wrapped my arm around them, pulling them close as I kissed their forehead, returning my eyes to the fire once more.

I tell you that you're right

They suddenly sat up fully on my lap, their hands cupping my face as they traced my jawline and bottom lip, I felt myself begin to shake as the human forced my attention onto them.