Revenge On The Dance Floor

The Beginning of Starting Over

Kelly laid in her bed, staring at the ceiling as music played in the background. More specifically, her music. After Traitor, she decided to keep going and ended up writing an entire Album revolved around her heartbreak titled Sour. Turning her head, she looked at the gold record on her wall for Traitor. She got up and walked over to it, crossing her arms. Just then, the song started playing and she shook her head as she tried to stop her tears but they didn't stop. Her bedroom door opened and Ocean walked in looking at her phone.

"Hey, mom wants to know what you want from the store..." She trailed off as she looked up at her younger sister who looked at her, not even hiding her tears. "What's wrong?"

Kelly shrugged and tried to talk but all that came out was a sob. Ocean hugged her sister and held her close, closing the door so no one heard.

"It's okay" she whispered, rubbing her head before turning off the music.  "I knew you weren't okay. Everyone thinks you got over him but I know you didn't"

Kelly just held her sister as she cried all her pain out. It felt good to for her to cry in her sisters arms. She knew Ocean wouldn't judge her and just let her cry.

"Come sit" Ocean guided them to the bed.

Kelly sat on her bed, taking deep breaths while Ocean guided her through the breaths. After she calmed down, Kelly leaned her head on Ocean's shoulder.

"Thanks" she mumbled.

"Anytime" Ocean kissed her head. "Look, I know how you feel. I felt the same way when Li'Angelo and I broke up. None you know that because I hid it from everyone. I because very miserable and then I stopped eating and I lost weight" Kelly looked at her sister shocked.

"But, I would have noticed" Kelly shook her head and Ocean chuckled.

"I made sure you guys didn't. I didn't want to worry you all but looking back, I wish I had let you guys know. A certain baby girl wouldn't be here right now but there's nothing to do about it now" Ocean played with Kelly's hair.

"So how did you know with me?" Kelly asked her confused.

"You're doing what I did. You just did most of your crying into music. You've skipped dinner for the past 3 days, you snapped at Axel and Destiny whenever they get all lovey dovey and you don't leave your room anymore. Kelly I'm worried about you"

Kelly picked at her nails. "I loved him. I loved him more than anything and for him to get with her right after we break up" she balled her fists. "It's...its"

"It's hurtful. It's like he never loved you" Ocean finished and Kelly nodded.

"Like all he ever did and said was a lie" she whispered, unballing them. "Like he never cared for me. Never loved me. Never thought about my feelings"

"And how does that make you feel?" Ocean asked carefully.

"Hurt" Kelly looked up at the chain LaMelo had gotten her for Christmas when they got together officially. "Angry. Betrayed. Unlovable. Like I'm unable to be cared about. Unworthy"

Ocean watched her sister as she spoke, her own heart breaking seeing her sister go through this heart break. She wouldn't wish that pain on her worst enemy. She grabbed Kelly's hand and squeezed it.

"And you have every right to feel that way" she started. "But would you believe me if I said you are lovable? Or that you are worthy of being with someone who loves you and wants to be with you and only you? Or that you are able to be cared about? Out of all these people in the world, there is a few people who will do all of those things for you without a doubt"