Youth | M. Chifuyu

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CHIFUYU

I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing i saw was Y/N's bare face. She's still sleeping habang yakap yakap ako.

I chuckled and hugged her again. "Baby, good morning." I whispered.

"Morning? Afternoon na." She responded without opening her eyes.

Someone knocked on the door. "Chifuyu, gising ka na ba?" Tita asked.

"Opo!"

"Kumain na kayo ni Y/N!" She said.

"Noted po!" I answered.

I opened my phone and it had a lot of birthday greetings from my friends. But the first thing na tinignan ko ay greeting niya. She posted 3 posts and it consists of our photos.

1st post ay picture namin simula first year hanggang 3rd year. 2nd naman ay solo pictures ko and lastly ay mga recent photos with her.

wayenln. 7hrs
happy birthday, my bff @chifuyumatsuno! pakabait ka na par charis, check mo na lang email mo. love u <3

I chuckled and tulad nung sinabi niya i checked my email and may letter siya.

From: Y/N L/N

To: Chifuyu Matsuno

hi baby, i just want to wish you a happy birthday. thank you for being born in this world.

i still can't believe na you're my boyfriend na, i literally write a whole ass letter for you nung hindi tayo nag uusap. eto oh hahahaha

Hi.

I'm writing this letter kasi wala lang, eme. I just want to say something about you. I love being your friend. I love how you always look out for me pag nawawala ako. I love how you always ask me if i'm okay, kung comfortable ba ako sa nangyayari. I love how you memorized yung mga small details na meron ako. Alam na alam mo talaga kapag galit or nagtatampo ako because of my typings.

Meeting you was the best part of my life. I learned a lot of things from you. I learned how to control my anger lalo na pag naiinis ako. It's all thanks to you. Thank you for always listening sa nonsense rants ko kahit na minsan pagod ka na. You don't know how much you've helped me. Hindi mo alam kung gaano ako ka thankful sa existence mo. I really enjoyed your company. It brings me peace and comfort.

I am writing this letter to express my feelings. Gusto ko kasi gumaan yung pakiramdam ko. In friendship, they said na wag ka raw dapat mahulog sa kaibigan mo. I'm sorry but i fucked up that rule. I knew that i liked you when i started staring at you with full admiration. I like how you always respect my personal space. I like how you boost my confidence. I like how you always comforted me and gave me strength lalo na pag nasstress ako.

"If only it is is eight letters, why is it so hard to say?" I'm scared to tell you those 8 letters. I really want to tell you those words; pero natatakot ako. Natatakot ako sa consequences pero bahala na. I'll risk everything.

I like you. I really do.

I'll end this letter here. Wala na akong masabi. I just really want to say that i like you. Gusto kita.