Youth | M. Chifuyu

Letter

To you who witnessed my Youth,

Hi, how are you? Are you guys doing well? If not, it's okay. Whatever you are feeling right now, lahat yan valid.

It's been a year since our story was published. A story about our friendship and love. Kung dapat bang i-take namin yung risk kahit na ang nakasalalay ay pagkakaibigan namin. It was also from the author's real life experience but sadly, they took a risk pero hindi nag work. She's happy and they've been good friends until now. Sayang nga kasi, she's willing to fight for him pero wala. Baka, they're destined to be friends. Hanggang doon lang.

She dedicated this book to him and to all the readers na nakaka experience ng mga gantong problems. It's okay to take a risk pero sana alam niyo yung consequences na pwedeng makaharap niyo.

The difference between me and the author, i ended up with my best friend. Just like her, takot din ako mag take risk pero in order to move forward in life ginawa ko.

Chifuyu Matsuno, a guy full of warmth and love. He's like sunshine on a cold winter night. He always lights up my mood by just smiling and singing me a song. He makes my day extra special and bearable.

Hindi naging perpekto ang relasyon namin. Mahirap. It was full of ups and down but good thing Section Uno's here to always take care of us. Lagi silang nakikinig sa problems namin.

Loving Chifuyu is like being embraced by the warmth of the sun in the morning. Yung tipong kada umaga, siya ang bubungad sayo. His hugs and smiles are one of the things that makes my heart and mind calm.

As we promised to each other, we didn't mind those people who tried to break us apart. Dedma sa bashers!!

To end this letter, i hope you find someone na mamahalin kayo sa araw araw. Yung ipaparamdam sa inyo na kamahal mahal kayo despite your flaws and how unstable you are. Yung tipong mags stay kahit na sobrang hirap na.

I hope you find that love that will make your inner child safe and comfortable. Mahal ko kayo. Thank you for supporting our youthful love.

Bff, ikaw na!!

Hi, Chifuyu here. How are you? Nag take na ba kayo ng mga risk sa mga crush niyo? Kung hindi, take na kayo. Malay niyo may chance pala.

Again, i just want to remind you guys na your feelings will always be valid. Lalo na sa mga araw na alam niyong hindi kayo okay. Please take a rest and take care of yourselves.

Tulad nga nung sinabi niya, i was also afraid to take a risk sa kanya kasi there are what ifs na "what if hindi kami same?" "what if platonic lang?" "what if she's just comfortable kaya ganyan siya mag act?" Good thing, i have my friends. They knocked some sense inside me kaya nakapag risk ako and it was all worth it.

Loving Elora will always be my favorite moment and thing that I will do forever in my entire life. There are so many things compared to her. The only thing that i want to say is to be loved by her is to be known. To be reassured, understood, heard, seen, and to do all things for her.

Loving her is not about saying those cheesy 3 words. It's all about sacrificing and doing everything for her.

I just want to thank my friends for witnessing this love of mine na puro ups and downs. The chaotic guessing game kung ano ba talaga kami.

I want to thank all of you for being here through the first day up until this moment. It was nice sharing our story with you. To you, i hope you find this kind of love na will let you realized na ang pagmamahal hindi lang puro 3 words. Kailangan may actions din.

Please remember na you are loved and enough. I hope you guys are doing well. Thank you for being strong.

And to the author of this story, Advance Happy Birthday. Thank you for writing this story of ours. I hope you find the courage to tell him how you feel. I hope you find your passion again in writing.

I love you guys so much. Thank you!

-with love,
elora and chifuyu.