Beyonce.
I groaned waking up and Janet was laying her big head ass on my arm. I knew my shit was dead. Moving her slightly I looked at the alarm clock on my dresser that read 10:00. Yea i most definitely wasn't ready to wake up.
I'll wake Janet up thought because she left her child at home alone. I rubbed on her face softly she seemed like a light sleeper so it wasn't surprising when her eyes fluttered open. When her eyes opened I got up with her and we both went in differing directions.
I went straight to the bathroom and she went towards her bag and then came in the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and did my hygiene. When I was done Janet came back into the bathroom to do hers.
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"I'll see you on monday." Janet mumbled. We were both standing by my front door, and after her uncertainty last night this was a major adjustment. She acted as if she didn't want to leave. "Yea imma see you then. Maybe.""Why maybe?" I shrugged. How was I going to tell her that she'll basically not exist when we work. "Church and state?" Janet looked at me as if I had two head. "You're kidding right? I just slept in your bed and you telling me that I'll be ignored because we're at school?"
"Jan, don't look at it that way." Shaking her head she walked away. "You got it principal Knowles." I sighed watching her get into her car. And to think the day was going so smoothly already.
•••••
Janet.
Beyonce had me fucked all the way up. I don't have time for games honestly. What if I slept with her last night? Shaking my head I got out of the car and she was still standing there looking stupid. "Whatever this was is over, let's keep it professional." I said going over to her.
"Now, you're overreacting don't you think?" Placing my hand on my hip i spoke. "I don't think a motha fuckin' thing." "Janet you're upset I get it, but try and understand where I'm coming from. This relationship will only be a distraction for us. At least i told you and you weren't just ignored without explanation."
Nodding my head i calmly spoke. "You're right, that's why there will be nothing because I'm a distraction. So if we cut this now by the time monday comes around we shouldn't have anything to worry about, you have a nice one Principal Knowles."
Shaking my head i swiftly made it back to my car. "Janet don't even get upset right now." She said approaching my car. This makes me feel like she only wanted me for my body. I bet if I slept with her it would've been a different conversation this morning.
"I'm not upset, we aren't together so just like me you can do as you please." I huffed pulling out of her driveway. That was going to be the last time I saw that house in a while. I wasn't going to let that bullshit takeover my mood because I was going to see my baby.
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"Munchkin I'm home." I said coming through the door. It seemed as if she was still sleeping. All of them were at least that's what I thought. Walking deeper into the house I heard sniffling.
It was onika.
Placing my bags down I made my way to her and just hugged her. I didn't ask questions because I assumed she'd tell me what's wrong if and when she wants to. "I'm okay, I'm just crying over a dead beat nigga Ms.J." That shit caught me off guard. I tried to hold in my laugh but I couldn't.
She started laughing to. "That was out of no where, why is he considered dead beat onika?" "Because he used to treat me so well and i loved him not he treats me badly everytime i say that I don't want to have a baby and I'm too young."
Oh, that's what this is about. "Well are you guys having sex?" I asked and she shook her head no. "No Ms.J, we aren't having sex I don't feel like he deserves it yet and he gets upset when I say no. Then he says we could have a baby and i say no and he starts to treat me like some dirty cloth."
"You do know that that's not healthy right? And I applaud you for saying no and standing up to him. You need to leave him alone ok? And when you do if he bothers you again you come and you tell me. Clear?" She nodded wiping her eyes.
"Crystal." Smiling i hugged her. "Alright let's get up girl you down on the ground weak in the knees over that blow up bed, dead nigga." She laughed. "How'd you know?!" "Sounds like the type." I said shrugging. Definitely from experience.
"Mommy?" I heard coming down the steps. "Ma! You here?" I shamed my head at her yelling. It's always cute then ghetto. "I'm over here princess, wake ya friends up and get them out my house." I said kissing her head and going upstairs.
I was tired, I didn't get enough sleep and Beyoncé's stupid ass ruined my damn morning. When I opened my bedroom door I looked at my room with furrowed eyebrows. "You've got to be kidding me, I know I told that little girl my room was off limits."
"Ariana!" I yelled. She came up the stairs peeking like I wasn't standing right there. "Yea?" "Yea?, why are there people in my bed. Better yet why are there people in my bedroom?" "Ma, see what had happened was. Your bed just feels I don't know how to explain it and the wifi jumping in there."
"We have the same mattress, and your room is literally right next to mine. You got any better excuses?" She was chewing on her lip nervously. "I... missed you?" It came out more as a question than a statement.
Rolling my eyes I didn't even bother to have the conversation any more I went straight into her room and laid flat on her bed. She's right my bed does feel better. Ari came and sat next to me pulling me to lay in her lap. "Spit it out."
I looked up at her and tilted my head. "What?" "Ma, you came in on ten and you look annoyed. It's very early, wait no it's too early for you to be annoyed. So spit it out." Rolling my eyes i shrugged. "It's just something with beyonce."
Ari motioned for me to continue. "We almost had sex multiple times, but we both put it to a stop before it happened everytime. So this morning we got up and she told me that it'd be better if we didn't communicate at work and that made me feel a little bit weird because if we had sex I'm almost certain this mornings conversation wouldn't have happened."
"So you think she's only into you for your body?" I nodded. "Well, leave her alone and see what happens. If she sees that you're over the whole thing and she tries to make it better then you know she wants you for you. But if she doesn't then you know she doesn't."
I nodded getting up off of her. Before I walked out of her bedroom I looked at her over my shoulder. "Don't think i ain't see that big ass mark on your neck. You better not have had sex in my motha fucking bed. Or at all Ariana." That took her by surprise.
"Mommy i don't even know what se-." "Save it home girl." I said walking out of the bedroom. I absolutely loved that child.
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It's a filler I'll clear some things up later.
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