You should probably know
Before you expect things
I'm a very insecure person
Behind my smile
Hides a unsure, non-confident, scared
To be rejected little girl
I've found that throughout my life
The things that most scares me
Is letting people down
I'm terrified that someone, somewhere
Will expect something
Bc when they do
And I don't live up to it
It strips pieces from me
I'm not enough
I'm not good enough
I wish for nothing more than to be enough for that somebody
But I won't be
I won't be enough for myself
And I won't be enough to not let them down
I can try again and again
Pick my self up when I fail
I can put everything I have into something
But what if...
It doesn't work out
What if...
I'm not good enough
YOU ARE READING
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