Happy To Die

Chapter 19

I came to Dubai to find an escape, to simply let go, and I did that, I wouldn't forget the time I had here, I would be grateful for the time that I had. Karly wanted to surprise Yoongi; I talked her into leaving a few days earlier. I didn't tell my Dohwan goodbye, I wanted to leave our affair where it began in Dubai.

"Princess, I know he will be back, I don't know how long it will be, but you will see him again. You should have told him goodbye; this will be your karma." I thought Karly was joking, but everything from her tone of voice to her body language told me she was serious.

"Did you take any pills before we boarded the jet?" I couldn't help but laugh, Karly scoffed throwing a blanket on my lap.

"That's alright, you can laugh all you want, but I am never wrong." Karly plopped next to me, closing her eyes. "Let's get some sleep, we have a long flight ahead of us." With that I didn't disagree, Karly and I kept the same flight routine we had flying back home. Our driver was parked, waiting for us to land, courtesy of Karly's father. I was eager to meet him, the way he took care of Karly with no questions asked made me feel a bit envious. Karly kissed my cheek, sneaking into the house, I thought it was cute that she wanted to be the first thing Yoongi scene when he opened his eyes. I took the time to shower before everyone woke up. My father had sent an apology gift, leaving a sweet note with it "You have always been a passionate soul, create your own destiny." I couldn't help but smile, Karly's father had informed me that we were returning home, sending a fresh canvas and beautiful brushes. I took his advice, tightening my towel, placing the canvas on my easel facing the balcony view. I felt overwhelming since to paint the sunrise. Someone placed their shirt over my shoulder, I watched their veined arms wrap around my waist.

"Welcome back..." Namjoon deep morning voice, traveled down my neck.

"Did you check my location?" I placed the brush down on my easel, turning in my stool, facing him.

"No, your father called me to place his gift in your room." I pursed my lips, studying his eyes, his jawline, his lips.

"How has..." Namjoon interrupted me, his lips pressed against mine, gently kissing me, my heart pounded, with each kiss.

"That was your last trip without me or..." I didn't want him to finish his sentence, pulling his body closer to mine.

"I love you too, thank you for being so understanding." Namjoon hands did all his talking for him, his hands slid under my thighs, our lips danced with each other's, our desire for one another taking over.

"You aren't leaving your bed today..." Namjoon growled possessively into my ear, carrying me to bed.

"There is no other way I'd want to spend my day." Namjoon and I made love through the day, he never let me leave his side, quickly reminding me why I couldn't have taken him with me. I could never hurt him, his love was genuine, and it was for me. Changkyun had been out on business for a week, I was relieved to have that extra time with someone who deserved to be loved. We were all ready to head back to the main house, I knew Changkyun had bought us a house, when the movers came into my room taking my paint.

"Yoongi please tell me we are neighbors; I'm going to have to hide away eventually." Yoongi smiled, hugging me tight.

"Jimin is and I bought the property on each side of new home." Relief sank in knowing that my family were so close to me.

"I feel bad for I.M, he has Karly as a neighbor." Hyungwon mused, taking the last of my belongings.

"I think she will keep him humbled." Joohoney, grinned shutting the bedroom door behind us.

"You all will learn to love me." Karly giggled skipping down the hallway.

"We love you already, you give I.M a hard time is better than watching television." Wonho, laughed patting Shownu's back.

"Everything will be just as you requested, when you are ready to take over Haven, don't worry." Minhyuk and Kihyun comforted me. Changkyun may currently be on my list of assholes, but his family was not, I wish his father would have given me a chance, the same way the others have.