Happy To Die

Chapter 38

Time Lapse: 6 months

The air was cold as my captures argued what to do with the I. M's wife. I continued to run multiple properties, all while being a mother, a daughter, a lover, a wife, a sister and a friend. The days of me living off the grid and hiding my identity had come to an end. Living this life with the most important people around me, Dae and Violet started school, Zuri was crawling. I never wanted to stop living this life. I was thankful for the Jeons adopting me, thankful my parents made it their last wish to keep my birth name, blessing me with my own wealth, my own power. I had spent my entire life not knowing who my birth parents were until that fateful day that I took their lands back, by doing that I found myself and got to know them, and who they were. My parents may have died when I was a toddler, but I knew that would never be my future because of their sacrifice. The Jeons may have trained me with their son and nephews, but my children taught me to be more. I no longer appeared as a delicate flower; I wouldn't allow my children to see a fragile mother.

I hung from a leaky pipe in a chain, I could hear my brother yelling over the phone. I giggled remembering how this all started, hanging from a leaky pipe, in a chain. My father had officially retired leaving Jungkook and I to run his business together.

"Where do I even begin..." Jungkook sounded irritated that I had even been captured.

"The Im Haven is my presence, she has always been a sight to see, I should make her feel a real man tonight. Platinum hair really suits that pale complexion." I rolled my eyes, as he walked towards me. I had done this before; I knew how this would turn out.

"What do you think? A powerful woman like yourself needs a man to take care of her. Don't worry beautiful, I won't leave you disappointed." I laughed. He smirked; Jungkook made it clear as the crisp wind, he was coming, and he had our location.

"Why did you have to blow up my favorite car? Do you know how long it took to meet my husbands' requirements for me to drive it." I wrapped my legs around his shoulders, tightening my thighs around his neck.

"What the fuck..." he dropped the phone, I knew he was fighting for his life, as he punched and gripped my thighs. Pain, continued to give me a sense of satisfaction. I smirked tightening my grip around his neck, listening to him gasped for air, drawing his last breath, I dropped him on the ground knowing that someone would eventually free me.

"Haven, are you alright?!" I could hear Jungkook steady his breath, listening to the body fall on the cold concrete. I was amused I was repeating history, would someone else come in and cause more history to repeat itself?

"Oh yeah, I'm totally fine, just hanging out in a cold damp, unknown location, dangling on a chain. I'm fucking great..." I repeated the same line I told my father, not hiding my sarcasm.

"We are 2 minutes away, when we get you home, everything will be back to normal." I laughed, hearing those same lines for our father, I wanted to get home to my babies, I missed their sweet scents and tender hugs.


Shownu kicked down the door, I felt Namjoon hand around my wrist unlocking the chains, Changkyun scooped me up, while Namjoon released me from the chain that held me. Changkyun looked down at the fresh body, looking back at me, kissed me tenderly, carrying me to the car.

"How long until we can go for another baby?" Changkyun winked, placing my legs on his lap, laying ice packs on bruising thighs.

"Baby I can take the pain...it's no big deal." Namjoon slid in behind me, I leaned against him, it had been a long day and we had a long drive home. Namjoon wrapped his arm around my stomach, watching the streetlights blur in the window.

"It's going to be a long drive, you should rest." Changkyun leaned back getting comfortable.

"Do you have a long drive?" I smirked staring at my husband and lover.

"Babe, if you're up for it..." Namjoon's grip tightened around my waist, Changkyun was already leaning into me. Our drive home was everything I wanted, everything they wanted. I knew they loved me the same way I loved them, I didn't want anything to change. We made love in the back of our car, both of my men taking their time sharing me.

When we arrived home, Dohwan's car was parked in our driveway. Namjoon walked past his car, walking into the house. Changkyun waited for Dohwan to follow him into the house. Dohwan waited for me to get out. He didn't have a deal with them, he had contract with me.

"I see you still like to play in cars Princess..." Dohwan chuckled walking by my side. I couldn't help but notice the habit of his, Namjoon and Changkyun constantly walked ahead taking charge. Dohwan always waited for me, aligning himself with my strides.

"I'm sorry I'm late, I typically wouldn't have our meeting in my house, but I was held up." Dohwan kissed my hand, smirking. He knew what happened, he was the one who found my location.

"It's alright, I was happy to help." Dohwan smiled warmly, keeping a playful look in his eyes as Changkyun pulled me closer to him.

"We appreciate your help, but this is the only meeting you will have in this house." I pinched the bridge of my nose; this wasn't his call.

"I.M, that's not your call to make, you put her in charge of everything, she hasn't signed anything over, my business isn't with you tonight, its with your wife." Dohwan leaned back, Changkyun didn't budge, Dohwan was no threat to me, he had never been a threat, we always had this understanding of one another. Changkyun needed to let the past stay in the past.

"Okay, I will decide where I have my meetings, but I will respect that this is also your home, so unless its dire need, this will be the only time we have a meeting at our house." Changkyun seemed satisfied with my response releasing me from his hold, both men following me into the house, I looked for Namjoon, but he had already gone to shower.

"I wouldn't worry, Haven and I's offices are near one another's if I need her in the future I know where to go." Dohwan kept his expression neutral.

"I would like to clarify, even though my last name is yours Changkyun...I am still an Akito, I am still my own woman." Changkyun smirked, as if was turned on by the challenge.

Dohwan remained silent watching the both of us, only shaking his head, our eyes connected as Changkyun walked away to check on Dae. I could feel the tug, his eyes screaming "Princess".

"Princess, I will never care about that title, I only care about you and how well work together." Dohwan continued to remain neutral, Changkyun didn't hear anything wrong, causing him not to rush back. Dohwan's eyes were telling me something different. Hunger, hunger for me...I could feel my body responding, it wanted him as well. That's not who I was, I was loyal to my men, why did I still feel this attraction to him?

"Baby, Dae wants you to read to him." I laughed softly, relieved that my son managed to break the connection.

"I will be there as soon as Dohwan and I are finished, have him pick out his favorite book." Dohwan knew that was the end of our stare down, chuckling lowly.

"The Cho's do you trust them?" I leaned back crossing my legs, waiting for his response.

"As long as I am by your side, and your team earns their trust. Yes, you can trust them." Dohwan relaxed across from me, our meeting went on for a long while, breaking down every new investor he wanted to bring in. Dae played with his toys waiting for me.


"Mommy, did your friend leave?" Dae jumped into my arms hugging me tight.

"Yes, little prince, lets read whatever story you want." Changkyun stood behind us, hugging us both.

"Daddy, stay for story time." Dae smiled, holding onto both of us.

"You need to your sister before we read." Changkyun left us alone for a moment to get Zuri out of her nursery. Dae and I both made ourselves comfortable in his bed.

"Do you want a baby?" I smiled, watching Changkyun carry Zuri in.

"Not right now... but soon." Changkyun kissed my head, laying Zuri in my arms. I could feel Zuri trying to latch, I adjusted my shirt allowing her to latch onto my nipple. Changkyun handed me the book Dae had chosen, while Zuri nursed. We read as a family, Namjoon fell asleep after his shower, if he knew he would get time in with the kids, he wouldn't have gone to bed so early. We had made our own makeshift family, that was all we needed, all I needed.

The second book of this series is coming soon, I hope you enjoyed the first book.