𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞

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I lay awake at night
struggling to keep my eyes open
because I'm trying to distract myself
from going to bed with all these thoughts
thoughts that I don't want to think about

my eyes are heavy and tired
but I'm fighting to keep them open
mindlessly scrolling through my feed
looking at repetitive and nonsensical videos
hoping one of them will stick

I was told that the last things you think about
will be what appears in your dreams
but I don't like the things I'm thinking
I'm trying my hardest to ignore them
because I don't want to have another bad dream

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