Look at me

Chapter 6

While Jane was trying to realize what happened, the police arrived so she and the Pogues ran away. As soon as they found again John B they all started to ran away from the police, but then they decided to get divided so John B could ran from the police more easily

The next days were absolutely busy. The Pogues didn't hear John B for too much time, their best friend was the most wanted man in the obx and also they couldn't be relaxed. Sarah decided to go look for John B and when she found him she stayed with him. She didn't want to leave him alone.
Meanwhile Jane was planning a way to get John B free.
"What are doing?" asked the blondie pogue boy. "Rafe shoot Peterkin and now everyone thinks that John B did it. I can't just see what happens I need to do something for our best friend JJ." Jane was angry and now she wanted revenge for her friend. "Ok but what do you want to do? shoot Rafe?"
"Exactly JJ I want to kill that bastard"
"Jane you know I alway agree with these kind of ideas, but I'm not gonna let you do it. It's too dangerous and you can't be a murder just like him"
"I don't care JJ. He killed a person and now my best friend is in danger. I'm gonna do the right thing." Jane was going to go away with her backpack when the boy took her harm. "Have you lost your mind? I can't see you do this"
"Then leave". JJ grabbed her harder
"Give me that gun Michelle"
"You're using my middle name so now I'm supposed to be scared?"
"Give me the gun" He was watching her in the eyes and was feeling the disprect coming from the girl. "I just want revenge JJ". She gave him the gun slowly and she started to feel the tears in her eyes. "Me too but this is not the right way Jane". The boy now was hugging her best friend and he could feel her tears wetting his shirt.

After that Jane started to smoke joints in her house or go surfing every day. She just wanted peace and the thought of her best friend's destiny was killing her. If she hated Rafe before, now she just wanted him and Ward dead, but JJ was controlling her so she did nothing.
A day, while she was smoking a joint, heard the new that John B and Sarah were on a boat and now the police found them. She and the Pogues immediately went at the SBI's accampament and everything they found was chaos. Jane saw differents police's boats following John B and Sarah. She heard Ward talking to them. And then the worst feeling showed up in her.
"Sarah? Sarah".
Her best friends had been swept away by a wave. Jane was shocked. She couldn't believe it. All the Pogues were crying between their parents' arms, except for JJ and Jane. The girl couldn't even cry. She didn't realized what happened so she just walked away from that place, but then something happened. Those eyes. Those terrible blue eyes.
J "It's all your fault. I hate you. I fucking hate you. You're a murder"
R "Jane stop. Stop it"
Jane was trying to hit the kook king, but he was taller and stronger. "Jane I said stop". Now he was yelling at her and was trying hold her hands so that she couldn't hit him. "They're dead" whispered the curly girl while her tears were wetting her face. She just wanted her best friends back but this was impossible, maybe an hug would have been good for her in that situation but no one was there, except for the blondie guy.
He was watching her with scary eyes. He knew that it was all his fault and he felt guilty. He was on her side and even if he hated all the pogues and Jane too, for a mysterious reason he'd always liked her personality and he didn't even know why. He hated her voice, her actions, her friends, her person but in the same time he thought that probably she would have been a really good friend...or something more. He was trying to be nice with her, but his instinct was stronger than what he wanted and even if he was trying to make her his friend, he was always a kook and he couldn't do otherwise.

After some days the 4 pogues were depressed and Jane and JJ started to smoke harder and harder just to be distracted from the lost, but without results. John B and Sarah were dead and there was no coming back.