Look at me

Chapter 11

That night Jane was actually confused. She hated with all her heart that guy, but for some reason he opened up to her and showed her his weakness and Jane felt it. She understood him, because she was living the same problems. Finally someone who was feeling the same things as her showed up. But it was the wrong person.

The next morning she woke up as always, but this time the situation was different. Rafe and Barry weren't at home. It was 11.30 am so maybe she could run away. She immediately thought about steal the bike's key, but both bikes weren't there.
She could walk, but that place was too isolated.
She tried to call one of her friends but no one answered.
"JJ come on answer. Fuck"
"Did he not answer?"
Jane immediately turned her head around. It was Rafe.
"I thought you were out with Barry..."
"Yeah I was, but now I'm here. Are you trying to leave?"
Jane was thinking about the answer. She wanted to leave that hell, but Rafe was a psychopath so maybe she wasn't supposed to tell him her plans.
"Of course I'm not."
"You see, you Pogues are not so smart".
He was walking towards her.
"You just make chaos, but then you fuck all up with stupid mistakes".
He was getting closer.
"I don't like you for this reason".
Now Jane was touching the wall with her back.
"Because you are all so stupid".
Between Rafe and Jane now there was just an invisible wall of 1 centimeter.
He was looking at her up and down, but he didn't seem upset or angry. It was like he was provoking her. He was taller than her, so she was putting her head back to look at his eyes.
Those blu eyes.
But she was also trying to look away.
She was pissed by his presence. She didn't like that situation and definitely didn't like him.
"Look at me" said Rafe.
It sounded weird but she listened to him.
Now she was looking at his lips.
"Country Club" yelled Barry at some point.
The two guys immediately broke away and tried to act normally.
"Did I interrupt something?"
"No. I was just talking to her" said Rafe.

That night Barry was out, so Rafe and Jane were alone. She decided to do not eat and started drinking very much.
"What the hell are you doing" said Rafe
"Shut up kook" She was drunk. Jane started to laugh for no reason and was making fun of him. Even if he hated that girl he tried to put her in the bed.
"What are you doing blondie? do you wanna fuck me? ahahhahah I know you want it"
"Shut the hell up Jane"
"Oh come on don't be angry with me"
"Just do not talk. You're pissing me off"
"Yeah sure. You like me I know this. I mean who doesn't?"
Rafe was now in the bedroom and was trying to put her in the bed.
"Jane you need to sleep. You're so fucking drunk"
"I know. I'm just trying to get distracted. You're a fucking murder Jesus" She was laughing but Rafe now was looking at her with fearful eyes. She was scared of him and he didn't want that.
"Good night Jane"
"Wait"
Rafe stopped in front of the door and turned to her
"Can you come here? please"
"What is wrong with you"
"I'm serious please. JJ used to sleep with me because of my father, so maybe you can sleep here"
"Jane you're father is not here"
"I know but please" She was begging him for his presence.She just wanted someone to sleep with.
"Fine" he took some pillows and a blanket and put them on the floor.
She immediately fell asleep, but he was looking at her. She was scared of him and even after everything he had done she hugged him at his lowest.
He was surprised.

The next day Jane woke up and noticed the pillows on the floor. When she went out the bedroom she saw Rafe walking really fast and trying to take as many things as possible.
"What the hell are you doing?" she asked confused.
"You need to go"
"What?"
"Did you listen to me? You're free to go"
"Yes I got it and I'm glad but what happened?"
"It's none of your business. Now shut the fuck up and get on the bike"
After 10 minutes they arrived at the Chateau.
"Get off"
"You're really kind cameron" *asshole* she whispered. While she was going away Rafe stopped her.
"Hey Pogue"
"What the hell do you want kook?"
"I just wanted to say thank you"
They looked in the eyes. She was surprised and confused, but also relieved. She was free to go now.
Rafe was a little sad. He found someone to open up to and now she was going away.
They looked again in eachother's eyes and then he ran away with his bike.