Look at me

Chapter 13

She was a little worried about Rafe. Of course she hated him and wanted him in jail, but a little part of her was kinda sad that that happened. But now she had to think about Sarah, her best friend.

When the Pogues went at home Sarah wasn't there, she was at her original house with her family. Including Rafe. He was free now.
"What? Are you serious?" "Yes JJ...I know it's unbelievable but they released him" said Pope. They were talking about Rafe. "Guys I think that now we need to think about Sarah and her situation" said Kie "Yes you are right" agreed Jane.
In the afternoon John B and Sarah talked about what happened and the fact that he didn't do anything for her girlfriend. He was blaming himself and was trying to get back his girlfriend, but she was shocked and at that moment she didn't need him. She needed another man. Topper.
Rafe and Sarah were both sad and Jane and John B were thinking about them.

That night Sarah went to Topper and slept there, meanwhile Jane was all alone. The Pogues were talking about the situation between John B and Sarah and at some point Jane left. She went further to smoke a cigarette. She was thinking about Rafe and her situation with him, but her thoughts were interrupted by a blondie.
"Where is Jane?" asked Kiara. "I don't know... I'm gonna look for her" said JJ.
When he arrived he found the girl all alone with her cigarette.
"Joint?". Jane turned immediately her head and saw the Blondie pogue. "You scared me. By the way no it's just a cigarette. You want some?" JJ laughed a little "No thank. I think I'm high enough" they both laughed. "Can I?" said JJ while was pointing the empty space near the girl. "Of course". She moved a little so the guy could sit near her. "Is everything ok?" asked JJ. "Yes...why?" "I don't know. Since you came it feels like you're not the same anymore" "I'm, don't worry." "So you're not gonna tell me what happened in the last three days?" Jane looked at him. He was her best friend and he knew her perfectly. He knew that something happened with Rafe, but she couldn't tell him or he would have been too angry "There's nothing to say Jayj." "Fine...then I'm not gonna tell you what happened between Kie and Pope" "I knew it. They were acting too strangely" They laughed. She wanted to know the gossip about their two best friends "Yes. But I'm not gonna tell you" "Oh come on" "I'm sorry. You don't wanna talk so do I" "Fine...but are you ok with this situation or..." "Kinda like. Before it was John B and now Pope. I'll get used to it." They continued to laugh and talk about other stuff, till it was too late so they decided to sleep to John B.

In the next days the Pogues were really busy with the key, the two mysterious figures and Sarah. Meanwhile the two blondie kook were trying everything to get distracted and also Rafe tried to talk with his sister, but she was too scared and angry with him that she didn't want to listen to him. The night of the bonfire everyone went there, including the Pogues and Sarah, but she was with Topper. Everything was going for the best when they started to fight with Topper and other kooks. Jane was trying to do not get involved and, instead, she was trying to see if a specific guy was there. She wanted to talk with him and see how he was feeling after his father's dead, but he wasn't there. After the fight they got beck in the Twinkie and left.
K: "Fuck them all"
JJ: "I was trying to protect you Pope"
P: "I didn't want you to get hurt"
JB: "I'm sorry guys it was my fault"
JJ: "Don't worry it was fun"
K: "Fun? We could have died JJ have you lost your mind?"
JB: "Kie come on"
K: "No guys you're freaking out. Look at you. You're all covered in blood"
J: "Kie you're right but now we are all fine so don't worry"
When her best friend talk, Kie got silent. She didn't want to discuss with her friend and maybe she was right. They were all fine, so she tried to relax. Meanwhile Jane was thinking about Rafe. He didn't show up at the bonfire and she was worried that probably he was assuming drugs again. And her concerns were right.

They came back home and Jane tried to sleep, even if she was really worried about everything. Sarah, the Pogues, Rafe. She was tired. She wanted just someone there hugging her and telling her that everything was going for the best. But that person wasn't there. Not yet.