Look at me

Chapter 24

It was past 2 am and Jane and Rafe were still drinking and laughing. "It's not true" said Jane while laughing really hard "Oh fuck it is" replied the boy. "I can literally kick your ass out. You are just afraid of getting hurt" said the girl "Oh please you can't even look at me". That last sentence made Jane laugh harder, but then she stopped. She noticed that the boy was staring at her with a smile on his face and his eyes were strongly attracted by her lips. "You see. You are weak" she said getting closer to him and then immediately getting away. "Oh God I'm so drunk" "Yes you definitely are" said Rafe, drinking another glass.
"Well you too"
"I'm better, as always"
"Oh please don't make me laugh"
"It's the truth"
"Sure"
She was keeping laughing
"Do you wanna say that I never say something true?"
"For once you said something smart and true"
They were staring at each other.
"I'm sorry Jane"
"Oh come on don't ruin the moment with this moralistic speech. I'm laughing"
"Nono I just wanna say that I would do anything to make you feel better"
"What?" Jane was now serious. Maybe they were too drunk that they started saying bullshits. "I can't stay away from you" started Rafe, while was filling another glass. "I don't know why". Sip. "I'm supposed to hate you really much" Another sip. "But actually I feel something so strong that I can't even explain". Jane was looking at him. She felt exactly like him, but she couldn't say it. "I-" "You don't have to say anything. I'm a mess. I think I'm gonna sleep now". He stood up and took the bottle with him. He was afraid of facing his feeling so maybe the bed was the right decision. "No Rafe wait" said Jane. She stood up and looked at the boy. He was waiting to hear something sweet from her mouth.
"I-" she was scared "Oh fuck I do feel the same. Everytime that you are here is like...like-"
"like your heart is out of your body and you cannot breathe" continued the boy.
They staring at each other.
"I feel it too. This is the reason why I can't stay away from you. I don't know what the hell it is but I always think about you. I'm scared that you can get hurt and if anyone does anything to you I swear to God that I could kill them. But maybe I'm wrong" he said putting down the head.
"No" replied Jane. She had the courage to admit it. "You are not wrong. I feel this too. I didn't mean to say those things before, I was just worried about my friends. I jumped because I care about you and I trust you. I feel safe when you are around. But we are bot supposed to feel these things..."

"Why?" asked Rafe.

He was getting closer.

"I'm a Pogue and you are a Kook"

He was still walking.

"And if something happens between us..."

He stopped.

"We are in trouble"

They were really close.

"Do you care?" asked the boy.

Silence.

"Do you?" replied the girl with a smirk.

He looked at her.

He smirked.

She couldn't take away her eyes from his lips. Pink. Soft.

He was doing the same.

He put an hand on her neck.

They were almost there.

"We are drunk" said the girl.

They were still looking at each other's lips.

"You are right" replied the boy.

"Then goodnight" said Jane.

"Goodnight" said Rafe.

The lips on her cheek.

The gasp from her mouth.

The coldness on her neck, without the hand.

He closed the door and left Jane near the wall. The girl was still there. She was breathing really fast. Rafe was leaning against the door. They were doing the same things.
Maybe it was the right decision.
Doing nothing.
After some seconds Jane ran to the door to open it but at same time it was opened by Rafe.

They both looked at each other.

"I-" started Jane.

"-love you too" continued Rafe.

Finally they were there.
Lips against lips.
Their tongues were finally together.
Wet.
Soft.
They were drawing some circles.
Meanwhile her hands were in his hair.
His hands were keeping the neck and the ass.
They walked until they touched the wall. He put an hand on the wall so that Jane wouldn't get hurted.
He was now going down with his tongue.
He was at the neck.
Kisses.
Hickeys.
He stopped for a second. "If you want me to stop-" "Don't you dare" said the girl and immediately started to kiss him again.
He took off her shirt and took her from her ass.
They were now on the bed and while he was kissing her everywhere, he was going down.
She arched her back and bit her lips.
Goosebumps everywhere.
Her hands were held by his hand.
He was now looking at her while was taking her pants off.
Now his pants.
Now her panty.

"First time?" asked him politely.

She made a sound that made him understand that it was. She couldn't even speak.

"Tell me if I hurt you"

He started with the tongue.
He was licking everything.
Now was kissing her second lips.
The wet, soft tongue. Again.
After that he used his fingers.
First one.
Second one.
Third one.
Politely.
Always politely.
He didn't want to hurt her.
She was moaning.
After that he did it. He was in.

"Tell me if I hurt you"

She was moaning more and more.

They were breathing really fast.

They were there.

They were together.

After that night they both fell asleep. She was sleeping on his chest, meanwhile he had an arm around her back. They were sleeping near each other and that was all that mattered in that moment.