A/n: since u guys wanted pt 2 here ya go
Summary: idk
Wc: 1033
Warnings: abuse, mention of abuse
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Previously:
With a loud thud of the chair falling down Hailee agressively enters my apartment.
"Hello darling" she smirks closing the door
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I stumble backwards tears already streaming down my face.
"Please leave" I mutter as she walks towards me
"No" she shortly answers as my back hits the wall. I look around me in panick, knowing she had me cornered. I don't look at her but I know she's close when a smell of cigarettes invades my nose.
I reach in my pocket with shaky hands trying to take my phone out. A harsh grip on my wrist makes me yelp in pain. She brings my hand out of my pocket bringing it in between our faces. The movement makes me face her. A smirk spread across her face as she grips my wrist tigthter. I whimper in pain but don't try to fight since I know if I fight back it's gonna end ten times worse.
"You haven't changed a bit" Hailee smirks eyeing me up and down
"Wh-what do you want from me?" I ask my voice trembling
"You know what I want" She husks letting go of my wrist. I swallow hard rubbing my wrist soothingly.
"I don't want you Hailee. Please leave" I cry pleadingly
"You don't want me?" She scoffs "we both know that's not right" she brings her thumb up to my face caressing my cheek
"It is right...pl-please leave" I bring her hand away from my cheek. Her eyebrows furrow, a dark chuckle falling past her lips.
"Y/n darling, I've changed" Her lips curve into a smile, her face expression softening. I shake my head at her words "I did and I'm so sorry for what I did"
"N-no Hailee you didn't change and-and you're not sorry" I stutter, anger building up and slowly replacing the fear
"I did Y/n" She says "I did, please believe me" The taller brunette pleads
I look up in her eyes taking a deep breath and focusing on the words of my therapist. She's gonna say she changed. Trust me Y/n she didn't.
"Please get out" I plead clenching my fists
"C'mon baby, we both know you want me" Hailee whispers her hand trailing up my arm "I love you Y/n. Please give me another chance. I love you. I do" The hazel eyes gloss up with tears as the words fall of her tongue.
"You've had enough chances. Get out" I sternly warn pushing her hand away. My heart is thumping against my chest. I'm scared, really fucking scared but I can't let her know that.
"Why are you scared?" She asks her lips forming in a smirk
"I'm not scared Hailee! Get the fuck out!" I shout and she just chuckles
"Yes you are" she lowers her voice, barely above a whisper. Her eyes trail down to my hands as a smile forms on her face. I look down noticing my hands shaking. The cause of her smile.
She loves seeing me scared. Especially like this. Up against the wall completely helpless. She knows she can do whatever she wants to me. She's stronger and taller than me which means I can't fight her off even if I tried to. And trust me I tried to before.
Even the thought of what she can do to me sends chills down my spine.
"Leave" I say "Please leave" A tear slips down my cheek
"Y/n darling" She brings her hand up to my cheek wiping the tear away "I changed. Please baby come home with me. I love you" She tilts her head to the side as a tear slips down her cheek
Why is she crying? Does she really mean this? Did she change?
"Hailee--"
"Please baby come home with me" Tears roll down her cheek, one after the other "I love you please. I can't live without you and-and I need you.... I'm so fucking sorry Y/n....please"
"Hailee" I sigh unconsciously leaning into her hand that is on my cheek "I can't leave. I have a life here"
"Y/n please... I'll help you build your life back when we get home" Hailee pleads her thumb caressing my cheek softly
"I-I" I stop looking in her hypnotising orbs that are full of unreleased tears. Her eyes look into mine apologetically and the softness of her touch makes me relax.
"Come home with me" she repeats "please"
"I-I'll come home with you...but this is your last chance" I exhale seeing a smile immediately form on Hailees face
"Really?" She smiles
"Really" I confirm
"Can I kiss you?" She whispers and just now I notice that she is so close to me I can feel her breath on my lips
"Yes" I sigh, feeling her press her lips against mine.
I bring my hands to her neck pulling her closer as she trails her hands down to my waist. Feeling her smile into the kiss my lips immediately curl up into a smile as well.
"We can pack tomorrow" I say as we pull away
"Can we just sleep now? I'm exhausted" Hailee smiles
"Yeah of course" I peck her lips before we make our way to the bed
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6 months later.......
I never fucking learn. Never.
She didn't change. Not one fucking bit. Two days after we got together she hit me again. Which was of course followed by many empty apologies, that somehow I fell for.
Standing at the balcony of my new apartment in Paris, it takes everything in me not to break down and jump because of the mistakes I made.
Third time leaving her. Third unknown city. Third time getting a new apartment and starting fresh.
The only thought crossing my mind is: I hope I ran far enough so she doesn't find me. I hope her shadow doesn't haunt me in my dreams again. I hope I can finally be happy.
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