10 ~ my boys

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"hey, we'll be back, we're gonna go out" i say to the three boys sitting in bills hotel room, and they nod before bill speaks up "can we come?" i freeze and look at Gustav for help and he speaks up "no sorry, it's a secret" he says, making me giggle behind my hand. great lie Gustav, great lie.

i'm bouncing in my seat the entire ride to the stadium, where we're playing later tonight but we're just going to practice this song. once we get there i waste no time in pulling a stool out to the mic in the middle of the stage as i tune my guitar hanging over my shoulder.

sound crew gives me a thumbs up and i nod at them before turning to look at Gustav "okay, ready?" i ask, and he smiles with a nod so i turn back around, take a deep breath before strumming my guitar, smiling at how it sounds when Gustav joins in.

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i can't help the wide smile on my face as we play, i absolutely love how it sounds, and i feel nerves swarm through me when i think about how the boys are gonna react. i really wasn't gonna tell anyone about the song until i preformed it, but having Gustav drums in it just is perfect, and i cant wait for the twins to hear the song i made for them.

we're taking a break, standing in the middle of the stage going over notes and times when my phone rings, and a mild panic comes over me when i see it's bill. "be normal" i whisper to Gustav before picking up the phone

"hey! what's up?" i ask, setting my water bottle down on the stool in front of me as i pace. "we have a last minute interview, all of us, in around thirty minutes" he says, and i don't even try to hide the groan that escapes my lips. "okay, me and Gustav will meet you guys there, tschüss" i say, hanging up and putting my phone back in my pocket

"we have an interview apparently so we have to go, do you think we're ready enough for tonight?" i ask nervously, picking at my nails as i stand in front of Gustav who's smiling at me. "we're more then ready, this will be perfect" he says, and i give him a hug before running off to the bathroom real quick. i adjust my outfit in the mirror, laughing to myself at the way you can't see my shorts under my shirt.

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i walk back out, smiling at Gustav as we walk out of the stadium and to the car driving us, sitting in the back together as we talk about the song, tonight, tour, any and everything.

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"so Envy, how do you feel about you and tom being called the players of the band?" i laugh nervously as bill hands me the microphone, trying to think of the least problematic thing to say "well, i mean i know it doesn't bother me, it obviously doesn't bother tom, look at him" i pause to point at the boy who's just smirking with his hands folded

"but also i feel like that's all people think of us. i don't care what you think of me, but tom is one of the sweetest and most caring boys i've met when he wants to be, and i feel like no one recognizes that he's a real person sometimes" i end my rant with a small shrug of my shoulders, realizing all the boys are staring at me and i laugh nervously again

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