adopted by one direction.

adopted-chap 1

I'm emilie. I'm only 12 and my life is living hell. I live in an old orphanage which I hate.

I came to the orphanage when I was 10 years old. Just turned 10 actually. My mum died when I was 6 and my father, John, said it was a car crash. Since then he abused me badly. I'd be beaten and cut. He raped me 3 times. He almost killed me more than once. I was his little toy and I was too weak to fight it.

Now I'm here. Depressed. My best friend is a razor, or anything sharp. Anorexic. Early stages of bulimia.

But the things that help me escape are most important. Skateboarding, I love skating and the freedom. I play guitar and write songs. I sing as well but I don't think I'm good. I couldn't live without my guitar song book and skateboard. They were the only happy things in my life. Demi lovato had helped me through music and one direction too a bit. I loved Ed sheeran he and Eleanor Calder stopped me so many times. One direction too. They stopped my picking up the razor and they stopped me purging up dinner. They helped, but only to help more and more as I got worse and worse.

"CHILDREN! look your best we have ONE DIRECTION coming to adopt a child!"

I rolled my eyes. I never get picked. I'm the depressed emo who doesn't bother looking nice. I've even taken back 4 times because people don't want me, or abused me until they were bored. It was the second time when I was adopted and the couple started to badly abuse me. Then they for bored and took my back, leaving me unable to explain the bruises and cuts on my body.

FLASHBACK

"GET DOWN HERE SLUT!" John yelled from downstairs. I ran down, scared as usual.

He grabbed me and pinned me against the wall. Alcohol was strong in his breath and his clothes. He punched me in the face.

After a beating he threw a beer bottle at me, leaving cuts everywhere, especially on my exposed skin.

FLASHBACK END

I have GOT to stop thinking back to the stuff! I realized I was sobbing. Into someone else arms. I jumped away from them and saw myself facing Louis Tomlinson on my bed. The other boys were standing at my door.

"Hi love!" Niall chirped and I nervously stepped back

"Don't be scared love" Harry said and I eased back. A tiny bit.

Lou held his hand our to me which I cautiously took and he sat me down on my bed with him

!LOUIS'S POV!

The first sight we got of her was her curled in a ball sobbing on her bed. Mrs Susan the adopter lady said she was depressed and to be careful. She was thinking to a memory obviously and tears were pouring from her eyes. I left the boys sides and went and put my arms around her as I sat on the bed.

Her memory thing ended and she jumped up and backed away from me. All our jaws dropped. She was stunning. Her hair was dark caramel, crimped and stringer hair, her bug green eyes, reminds me of harry. She was truly beautiful

"So love, tell us about yourself" Harry said

sooo how do you like it so far?!

~em xo