adopted by one direction.

adopted-chapter 20

We arrived outside Lou's house and got out of the car. I shivered a bit in the cold and el put her arm around me. We walked to the front door. There were only two lights that we could see on, lighting up the porch. Niall opened the door and pulled us into a bone crushing hug.

"I love you goldy" he whispered

"I love you too" I whispered back.

We followed Niall inside and he led us up to Lou's room. He said Harry and Liam were out having a walk and would probably crash at eds house (FANGIRL), and zayn was with summer (cough slut cough).

We got to Lou's door and I pushed el in first. Niall and I watched through the small opening at the door. Lou's eyes lit up when he saw el and they ran up and met in a tight hug in the middle of the room. They were sobbing into each others shoulders and Lou pulled her off, only to place his lips on hers. It was so cute. when do i get a boy like that?

"I. love. you. so. much" He said between kisses

"I love. You. Too" el replied.

After their little makeup (makeout) session el walked out with a smile planted on her face. Niall led her downstairs, leaving me and Lou alone. I slowly walked into his room and all the happiness that making up with el from his face disappeared. I sat on his bed

"Boo..." He whispered and a tear slid down his face.

I couldn't take it. I can't take it, I can't see my dad cry. My boo cry. I ran up and hugged him tightly and he returned.

"I know, I know," I said softly to him. "don't cry," i told him.

He finally let me go and picked me up

"I love you so much" I said to him

"I love you too boo. i'm so sorry," he whispered and brushed some hair from my eyes.

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He pulled up from the ground and threw me roughly against the wall opposite.

"You filthy bitch," he spat at me.

He kicked my stomach and slapped my face and tears rolled down my cheek. i knew better than to cry..but i couldn't help it.

"Stop crying you worthless whore!"

He yelled at me. He bought the beer bottle down one last time and I passed out in the pool of my blood.

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"EM!" Lou was shouting

I sat up and realized I had been screaming. I was shaking and sweaty. Tears poured down my face. It was just a dream. He isn't here.

"Shh baby girl it's ok," Lou whispered to me.

He cradled me in his lap and I held his arm so hard it will probably loose circulation. He rocked me gently back and forth while I sobbed quietly. El was still fast asleep on the floor mattress. she was such a deep sleeper, you could start playing loud music and she wouldn't wake up.

"You're safe with me boo, no one can hurt you," Lou said quietly in my ear.

I settled down a bit and we got back under the covers. i squeezed my eyes closed, trying to get the memories of my horrible lif-past, from my mind.

"You ok boo?" Lou asked me, worriedly.

"Yeah, thank you,"

"Anytime" he said and kissed my forehead.

My eyes fluttered closed, trying to fall back asleep, without the horrific nightmares.

Ok so it's short

I'm sorry!

hope you are all doing ok<3

Stay strong my lovelies xo

~em