i woke up at 11.30am, probably because i fell asleep at 1.08 (to be precise).
my door was closed to my room and i couldnt hear anyone out there. i sat up, my stomach grumbling but i ignored it.
i put in my head phones that had fallen out while i was sleeping and put my phone on shuffle, making it land on a taylor swift song.
that reminded me
i had taylor swifts number!
i put it into my phone and sent
a simple
'hey'
minutes later she replied, making me jump a little in excitement. a famous person is talking to me..taylor swift is
talking to me!
'hey!'
'i cant believe im actually talking to you' i said in all honesty.
'i could say the same! ed never shuts up about you and the boys!'
i smiled 'if there was anyone in this hospital i could talk to, i'd never shut up about all of you!'
we kept talking for a while until she had to go because she was going in to record some songs. i hummed along to 'one more night' by maroon 5 and put my hair up in a messy pony tail.
a nurse came in holding a needle and i immediately freaked
"what are you doing?" i asked, my voice shaking along with the rest if my body.
"we just need to give you a needle for some things, just to stop any infections while your thigh heals" she said with a smile
"no way. you are not sticking that thing into me"
so maybe some people think 'oh yeah, she self harms shes addicted to pain, she likes needles and getting hurt' well
no.
if i stubbed my toe, it still feels like I've broken my foot and i still jump around in pain like an idiot. or when i hit my hip, it still feels like ive been shot.
and
i hate
needles.
"it wont hurt, just a little prick" the nurse said coming closer.
"can i just call someone quickly?" i asked her, picked up my phone.
she nodded and smiled
i dialed lou's number begging he would pick up. and he did
"em?"
"lou! theyre about to give me a needle and youre not here so please just talk to me or sing or something, oh god" i said really fast, freaking out
"ok, calm down. its not going to hurt okay? we are here for you!" lou said and i nodded at the nurse, letting her know i was ready to get the needle
"ok, ok, calm down!
shes not afraid of scary movies,
shes likes the way we kiss in the dark..." lou sang making me smile
the nurse lined up the needle with my shoulder and put it in when i didnt expect it.
i gasped as she took it out again.
"all done sweetie! well done" she smiled and i sighed in relief
"thankyou" i said and the nurse nodded and walked out
"thanks louboo" i said
"thats ok! we will be there early tomorrow em, miss you so much"
"miss you too lou"
"i love you" he said
"i love you too" i replied smiling
"bye" he almost whispered
i hung up the phone and laid back on my pillows. another long, boring, day ahead.
hiiiii :)
so tomorrow im driving to sydney and then on thursday going overseas!!
so i wont be updating for about 11 days (maybe)
i will try to upload another chapter at school tomorrow and that will be the last time until 11 days from now!! i will write heaps and upload as soon as i get internet
PROMISE<3
i love all my readers TO THE MOON AND BACK!!
stay strong my lovlies xo
~em
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