adopted by one direction.

adopted-chap 3

I grabbed my still packed bag from my last adopters and got into the limo. Liam drove and Lou sat with me. He seemed to notice how tense and worried I looked because he cautiously pulled me into his lap

"We aren't going to hurt you love" I just nodded

"We adopted you, not because you looked like the saddest out of them all, but because you didn't have to try and impress us, you were just the one when we first saw you. You are everything I would want in a daughter. or maybe sister "

Hold up. No. No no no. I was NOT lwhat he wanted his daughter to be like. No not at all. no way

"No you dont. You don't want anyone to be like me" I whispered and cuddled into his chest

"Yes I do, boo" he whispered and kissed my forehead. My eyes fluttered closed

"Sweet dreams boo, I'm here" he said and kissed my forehead one last time before I fell asleep.



"Emm, wake up embear! We're here love"

I opened my eyes and sat up slowly. Lou helped my up and out of the car. Harry was carrying my bag in for me and we made our way inside. It was huge and amazing. The kitchen was perfect for cooks everywhere, the lounge room was everything you could want for a lounge room, and that was only downstairs. Lou took my hand and there were 6 bedrooms plus a bathroom in a hall upstairs. Lou led me to the end door and opened the door. My mouth dropped. It was teenage perfection. A double bed with one of those warm think Dunas and those soft fluffy pillows, a little dresser stand with a mirror, jewelry was already placed in there, there was a big walk in wardrobe full of clothes and shoes and an ensuite. There was also a desk with magazines piled on it and a phone and laptop sat there. I turned to the boys in shock

"THANKYOU so much!"

Zayn was first to pull me into a hug, then Niall, Harry Lou and Liam.

"We arranged the clothes and stuff on the car ride. Hope you don't mind zayn said and I shook my head. I did not mind at all.



Later on Niall and I were playing on my new iPhone. We had heaps of selfies and now we were making me a twitter account

"Ok how about this" I said and typed in

@emtaytommoxx

Louis was legally my father as he was the only one that was legally allowed to adopt me so I took his last name. Taylor is my middle name and I loved it. I always have I don't know why I did so much. It was cool when I liked Taylor swift as well.

I saw a tweet pop up. From niall?

(A/N these aren't reat the boys twitter names but its quicker to Type these xo)

@niallhoran: whooo hanging with goldy x @emtaytommoxx

I have him a questioning look

"Goldy?"

"Well you call me leprechaun, and pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? And your hair is kind of golden too"

I laughed and Harry called for dinner in the kitchen and I swear Niall moved after the superman himself.

I sat with the boys who were eating pizza hungrily. I just watched happily

"Em eat some!" Harry said and I just shook my head. I was fat enough already. Plus, it had only been one day since I'd eaten last, that wasn't long at all.

"Come on goldy you have to eat" nia said offering me some of his off his plate

"Do you realize what this is embear?!" Lou shouted

"Um no?"

"NIALL IS OFFERING HIS FOOD TO YOU! he must really REALLY love you! You HAVE to accept!"

I laughed and took the smallest piece there. I took a bite and chewed it slowly.

Ew, fatty. How can you eat that. Ew look at you, fat fat fat. Can you feel your body widen? I can see it widening.

"Ok done!" I said standing up. That's enough from Ana. I left the half eaten pizza and excused myself to the toilet. I went to my ensuite and shut my door as well as the toilet door so the boys couldn't here. I shoved my fingers down my throat and made Ana happy.



Eating disorder in this chapter.

ANYWAYS

enjoy my lovelies xo

~em