kit connor X male reader

stab that testosterone in my leg

Me and Kit have been going out for about four or five months now, and I've felt never better. I've always loved him, but actually dating him, this is a whole new feeling. He's lovely, he's kind, and he's been my boyfriend, my best friend, moral support, and my pillow.

I've been spending most of my nights at Kits as I've been having so many nightmares about him either breaking up with me, cheating, him dying, Kit believing what dad said and stuff like that it's been putting my mental health down for ages now and to the point at time when I'm really stressed out I become non verbal and I've been having panic attacks more often.

But on a good note today, I'm getting my first testosterone shot. I'm so excited I couldn't sleep last night at all, but I managed to get about an hours rest. Kit wakes up, and then we cuddle for a bit before he gets in the shower, and I get changed out of my pyjamas. I put on a grey t-shirt and some black joggers and sit on the bed waiting for Kit to come out of the bathroom

Kit comes out of the bathroom with just some jeans on and walks into the bedroom
"Morning," I say, hugging him
"Morning riv," and he gives me a kiss on the cheek

Kit puts on a jumper, and we walk downstairs for breakfast
"Do you want anything?" Kit asks
"I can't have any food before the shot. I don't know why. " I laugh
Kit gets himself a bowl of cereal, and I flick through Instagram
"Kit?"
"Yeah."
"Will you ever tell the media about us?"
"Eventuly, but right now I dont think it's a good idea, especially as we have just finished filming the fandom is a bit crazy and I don't want you to get harassed"
"Hm, yeah, that makes sense it just hurts seeing everyone on Instagram and tiktok  and other social media saying things like that they want to date you and stuff."

Kit looks at me and then hugs me
"I will not date anyone else, but you okay. I love so so so much. The only person I will date is Johnny depp. " he smiles
"Well then, in that case, I'll date benedict cumberbatch."
"River, you can't use that move against me he's part of the mcu. Most of the actors are hot. "
I love our jokes like these. There are some of the best times

A few hours later, we started walking to the hrt clinic. Kit was right. celebrities do get harassed like we were just walking down the street when like 10 girls started staring at us, then started following us. I start to feel really uncomfortable, but I couldn't tell kit, we have had a few people ask for photos with us before, and we are fine with that but when they just follow us or me I start feeling really overwhelmed.

I think Kit could tell that I was getting overwhelmed because I started stimming
"Riv, do you want to go sit down?"
I nod
We find a bench, and I work on my breathing methods, and i eventually calm down
"Why were you overwhelmed?" Kit asks
"There were some girls staring at us, and they started following us, and it's too loud," I say, covering my ears
"It's okay. Do you want your ear defenders"
I nod

Kit takes out my grey ear defenders out of his bag, and he put them on me
"Does that feel a bit better?"
I nod
We carry on walking, and I feel much better

We get to the clinic, and we walk in. Kit signs in for me while I take a seat. when he's finished, he sits next to me
"Do you want to take them off now it's more quieter in here,"
"Yeah,"
I take them off, and Kit puts them back in his bag

We sit for about 20 minutes before I get called
"Uh river seabrook, we can see you now."

Kit and i stand up, and we walk to the doctors office
"Take a seat,"
I sit on the bed, and the kit sits on a chair next to it
"So is this your brother or friend river?"
"Um, actually, he's my boyfriend,"
"Oh well, then congratulations," she smiles
The doctor seems nice

"So river, I'm Dr. Angel, and I'll be doing your testosterone shot, I'll be your new doctor until you are a year on testosterone, then you will get a new doctor, "
"Okay," I say quietly
"So i won't do the shot yet. I need to take a blood test to check your testosterone levels, and then I can get you the correct amount. "
"Uh, okay," I say, slightly unsure
"Are you a bit worried?" she says sweetly
"Mhm."
"Would you like your boyfriend to sit on the bed with you?" She asks