kit connor X male reader

kiss

We are sitting in kits car driving to the party on a sort of uncomfortable silence
"Uh, do you want to listen to some music?" I ask
"Sure," Joe smiles

I take out my phone and pull up Spotify and flick through my music
"Um, are you okay with rock/punky music?" I ask, still trying to break the silence,
"Never listened to it, but it's fine," Kit says, still looking at the road ahead
"Good because if you're going to be friends with me, you will have to put up with this music." I laugh,

I put on fleabag by yungblud and start singing along to it as well as kit tapping his feet along the beat.

We arrive at the party we walk in, and we meet up with Alice
"Hi," we all say, Alice says hi back, and we all have a conversation about how well we have done and stuff like that.

Alice leaves to talk to some other people, and joe gets some drinks at the bar, so Kit and I are left alone sitting at a table in the back corner
"So how you enjoying this, I know you don't really like big party's river"
"it's fine kit it's a lot better with being with you." i smile
Kit smiles, too.

Kit shuffles closer to me, and butterflies fly around my stomach he puts his hand on my knee
"Yeah?" He asks
I put my head on his shoulder
"Yeah."

Joe comes back with 3 beers, me and kit jolt back to where we were sitting before and laugh awkwardly. im not really a drinker, but when I'm with people, I like it. It's so much better, and I feel so much more comfortable.

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Kit is drunk really drunk he's such a massive lightweight he's only had 3 beers, and I've had twice the amount, and I'm just really tipsy. But the funny thing is he likes sharing his thoughts like there is no filter on this man when he's drunk

Kit reaches over for another beer
"Woah Kit, i think you've had enough," Joe pulled the beer away from him
"Awww, you're no funnnn,"
"Come on kit, we'll go outside and get you some fresh air," I say, pulling him up

We go outside and sit on a bench close to the door. we sit in silence, and kit keeps looking up at me, then back down at his lap, I catch him staring at me
"What?" I ask
Kit looks down again and mumbles something
"Well, I don't know what you're saying Mr lightweight so you need to speak louder." I laugh

He doesn't say anything but keeps mumbling
"Kit, come on, tell me," I beg
"I think I want to kiss you," he says so quietly. I could barely hear what he was saying
"What?" I shuffle closer to him
"I want to kiss you," he says a little louder
"No, yeah, I heard you," I say
"Do you want to kiss me?"

I stay quiet, of course. I want to kiss him, but I don't know how to react. It is all happening so quickly. I don't think I know how to kiss someone
"River, did you hear me?"
"Yeah, I did,"
"So uh, do you want to"
I nod

We shuffle closer to each other. My stomach turns like it's going to jump out at any second. kits head tilts right slightly and mine to the left, our faces getting closer, both our eyes shutting slowly and carefully. The wind hits our faces, and the trees are swaying in the distance a door opens. Footsteps are coming closer, but I can't be asked to care. This is going to be my first kiss, and I won't let anyone stop it.

Kits lips are about to meet mine when I hear a voice
"Uh guys, there is going to be an announcement, but I'll um let them know they you guys are occupied," Joe says, walking back inside

Really Joe, just really. you just had to come over and ruin it for us now this is going to be so fucking awkward I know Joe means so harm and obviously didn't know that we were going to kiss but it's still pissing me off that we was stopped. My thoughts had been stopped by kits voice

"River," he says
"Uh yeah,"
"Do Uh do you want to go back to um?" he stutters, "go back to your place," he whispers
"Uh, sure, but how are we going to get back kit your drunk? You can't drive back"
"Joe can drive he can take my car back to mineeeee." he smiles drunkly
"Fine, let me call an Uber then,"

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We get back to mine, and I unlock the door, and before I can even take my shoes off, the kit pushes me to the wall and looks at me seductively,
"So do you want to carry on what we were trying to do before Joe interrupted us?" I ask
"Yeah," he says, looking at my lips

Kits head tilts to the side leaning ever so slightly forward, then our lips meet, kissing each other softly until kit breaks away. We look at each other, but we can both tell that we want more

Kit pulls me towards him one hand on my lower back and his other on the back of my head. He pulls me closer, kissing me again. His lips are soft, and he tastes of mint but mostly beer, but I ignore that part. My hands run along his back, clinging on each other for dear life. We are kissing like crazy. Like our lives depend on it.

His kisses are gentle but demanding, and it's nothing like I've ever experienced, and I suddenly understand why people describe kissing as melting because every square inch of my body dissolves into his. My fingers grip his hair, pulling him closer. My veins throb, and my heart explodes. I have never wanted anyone like this before. Ever.

His hands are everywhere, from my back to my face to my arms, and it doesn't matter that his mouth is already on top of mine, I want him closer closer closer. Then he breaks away.

"God," I say
"Was that ok?" Kit asks
"I think that was one of the best things I have ever done." I say, we both laugh

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We end up watching a few episodes of sherlock before we both fall asleep on the sofa. God, I loved today. I think it was one of the best things I have experienced. I don't know about kit. I need him now it's like he's my life support. is that weird? I don't know, but I still need him forever until the day I die.