kit connor X male reader

argument, club, breaking up?

Tw: mention of sa and r@pe

It's now July, a month after our one year anniversary, I still can't believe that we are going out. It's around seven o'clock, and Kit comes downstairs in a shirt and some jeans. I look up at him.
"Why are you wearing that?" I laugh
"I'm going out," he smiles
I stand up, and I examine him
"Club, I presume," I say, sitting back down

"Yeah, Joe's going to be there, so I'll be fine."
"Don't get too drunk," I smile
"Okay, I won't," he says,
Kit bends down and kisses my softly
"I'll be back at one maximum,"
"Okay, stay safe." I smile
"I'll message you when I'm on my way home,"
Kit walks in the hallway and puts on his shoes, then the front door opens, then closes.

Over the next few hours, all was fine. I was sitting in the living playing some sims 4 on my ps4 for a while, a nice chill game to play. My phone keeps pinging, I pick it up, wondering if it's kit. No, it's Instagram. I click on the notifications, I've been tagged so many times in one video. I click on the video, and it's at the club that kit usually goes to.

I watch it, wondering why they were tagging me. Kit dancing, then drinking, having a laugh with some of his mates and joe. Then it cuts to kit and some woman in the alleyway. The woman kissed him. And it looks like kit kissed her back. I feel tears welling up in my eyes, and i stop the video and turn it off. A few minutes later, I get tagged again but in pictures. I once again, but I wished I didn't. The woman touched kit everywhere. Them still kissing in the alleyway. I turn off my phone, and I start crying.

The front door opens, and I hear Kit and joe coming in, I save my game and then turn off my ps4. Kit and joe walk in, and I walk up to kit
"Care to explain," I say
Kit doesn't say anything and looks down disappointed in himself
"WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CHEAT ON ME" I shout
"I didn't cheat on you"
"WELL IT FAIRLY OBVIOUS THAT YOU DID, VIDEOS ARE EVERYWHERE ON INSTAGRAM AND PROBABLY EVERY SOCIAL MEDIA PLATFORM."

Kit looks up tears in his eyes
"CELEBRITY'S THINK THAT THEY CAN CHEAT ON THEIR PARTNER AND GET AWAY WITH IT BECAUSE THEY ARE FAMOUS, BUT NO, KIT, BECAUSE EVERYONE VIDEOS IT THEN POSTS IT"
"Sweetheart I didnt-" I cut him off
"DID A YEAR MEAN NOTHING TO YOU" I say

"ARE YOU GOING TO LET ME TALK" Kit snaps
I roll my eyes and I slump onto the sofa
"Fine what is your 'very believable' story"
"I went out with joe and some mates, we were drinking, dancing and having fun, but everyone else went to get more drinks, I didn't because I was already quite drunk. Some woman came up to me and hugged me, I thought she was a fan, so I hugged her back but then she grabbed my hand and pulled me to the alleyway, I think she was going to show me something but she didn't she-"

I stand up again
"YEAH, YOU TOO KISSED I SAW THE VIDEO KIT," I snap
"Yes, that happened, but I didn't kiss her back. She kissed me, and I was taken advantage of because I was drunk. "
I roll my eyes again, and I start pacing around the living room
"I pushed her off me, then she took my hand again and took me back in the club, and she brought me upstairs where no one was, and she sat me on a chair and she undid my trousers and she starts touching me." He starts crying. "RIVER, I WAS SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND RAPED TONIGHT"

"HOW THE FUCK CAN I BELIEVE THAT" I say storming off up stairs and I lock myself in the bathroom
"River" Kit calls and he makes his way upstairs with joe following behind
"Kit leave him alone for a bit, remember he has autism, depression and anxiety, this is alot for him to take in, give him some time to process"

Kit starts crying again and trying to open the door
"River let me in I want a shower, I feel disgusting"
If he was raped I can't let him suffer with that I'm not a monster so I open the door and I storm out and back downstairs joe following me and I sit on the sofa and I start sobbing, and joe comforts me
"I want to go home" I say Over and over.
"You are home,"
"No, I want to be with my mum,"
"Where does she live?"
"Leeds"
"Maybe I can take you tomorrow, we can't today as it's a four hour drive,"

Kit comes downstairs in just some pyjama shorts, and he crouches in front of me
"I promise I would never cheat on you," he says, crying
"I'm going," I say, getting up
"Where?" Kit says
"To my mums." I go upstairs and I pack some clothes and I go back downstairs
"I'll see you soon, joe," I say, hugging him. I look at Kit, then I leave

I walk over to the train station and I buy a ticket to Leeds, I get on the train and I put my headphones on blearing then in my ears. After the two hour journey, I get a cab over to my mums. I get there at around ten. I knock on the door, and mum opens it. She notices that I'm crying and she lets me in and she hugs me
"Oh darling, what's wrong?"
"Kit cheated on me," I whisper
"Oh sweetheart," she says, holding me while I sob
"Can i stay here?"
"Of course you never have to ask,"

I move away from the hug, and I go in my bedroom, and I shut the door. I lay in bed, and I do nothing. I feel nothing. I'm worth nothing.