kit connor X male reader

kit come home please

Tw: Self-induced vomiting, sh

I decided that I could just pretend that Kit was gone for the day. He does that sometimes, like for photoshoots or filming or something like that, so I'll just spend my day today on what I usually do when kit isn't here

I move away from the door and make myself a cup of coffee, and i sit at the table, and I drink it, and then I get up and I walk over to the living room and I sit down on the sofa and I message him

River - I miss you already, and it's not even been half an hour 😕

Kit- me too 😢
Kit- you want to call when I'm at the airport?

River - I don't know if you want to

Kit- you don't seem too sure. Are you okay?

River- yup
River- foods done, I'll message you in a bit xx

Kit- I love you ❤️

River- I love you too xxx

I put my phone down, and I put on the TV, and I watched young Sheldon. It seems as season 5 came out, so I watch that. I ended up binge watching it until it was like three o'clock, my phone buzzed, and I picked it up, kits wants to facetime. I press the green button, and I see kit

"Hi."
"Hi," I say
"What are you doing?" he smiles
"I just finished watching young Sheldon."
"Binge watched it, I'm guessing," he laughs
"Did you make it over to your parents, okay?"
"Yeah, apart from having a few people asking if I hurt myself, because I think someone has given me a hickey."
"Sorry," I say shyly
"It's fine, I really enjoyed it anyway,"
"Have you eaten?" he asks,
"Yeah," I lied
'What did you have?'
"Uh, just some toast and a cup of coffee, I woke up at like nearly twelve."
"You still wearing my jumper?" he laughs
"Well, duh, it smells like you,"
"Oh, so you like my smell," he smirks
"OH MY GODD, DONT MAKE IT WERID," I say, covering my face
"I like your smell too,"
"Now you are making it werid,"
"We can be werid together," he smiles

We talked for about two hours before he had to go, and I burst into tears. i miss him so much, and I eventually calm down, so I get up, and i turn on my ps4, and I play a bit of dauntless. I didn't stop playing until it was like one in the morning. I turn off my ps4, and I go upstairs, and I go to bed, i cry until I end up falling asleep.

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I wake up to my phone ringing, I pick it up and kits ringing, I accept the call, and I put it on speaker
"Hi," he says
"Hi," I say groggily
"You okay?"
"Yeah, you kinda woke me up,"
"Oh, sorry, I can go if you want to sleep."
"It's fine. I've missed you, "
"I miss you too."
"I wish that you're here with me so you could give me your kisses."
"God me too,"
"Anyway, I'm coming home in two days,"
"Yay," I say. "What did you do yesterday?"
"Not much. I'm was pretty jet lagged. "

We carry on talking until the Internet connection breaks
"Stupid phone," I mutter under my breath
I ended up staying in bed all day. I didn't really want to leave or do anything, just lay there crying, sleeping, texting, and staring at the ceiling,

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The next day was kinda like yesterday. I didn't really do much. rosie said that she could come over so that I'll have some company, I hear I knock on the door, so I'm faults to get up, I open the door, and I see rosie there
"Oh, um, hi," I say
"Hi," she says, hugging me
"Uh, come in," I say

We both sit on the sofa awkwardly
"So what do you want to do?" she asks
I shrug my shoulders
"Do you want to go out?"
"No."
"Wanna watch a movie, come on that will cheer you up."
I start crying, watching a movie, and cuddling is kit's way of calming me down and making me feel better