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It's been about a week, and I'm feeling much better. Kit has been stressing out. He's always on Instagram looking at the photos of us kissing in the park and reading all the comments. Everyone either thinks it's fake and photo shopped or they want us to tell them.

Kit had a photoshoot today with joe and Bash, and I was sitting in the living room endlessly scrolling through tiktok when I heard the front door open
"Is that you kitkat?" I call out
The front door slams shut, and I hear Kit throwing his shoes on the ground, and he storms off upstairs, and I hear the bedroom door slam. I go to go see what's wrong with Kit, but I get a message from joe

'Hey river, I think you're going to want to give kit some space'
'Oh, what's wrong with him?'
'I think you're going to want to check on kits Twitter account.'

I come off WhatsApp, and I go onto Twitter and click on kits profile, I see that he posted twenty minutes ago

'None of you really do understand heartstopper. I've been false to come out to you all, but now I have to tell you my personal relationships, so surprise, the rumours are true. River and I are dating. I can't even have my own personal life without people asking about it. I think I might quit acting'

I started tearing up reading that Kit, and I couldn't even talk about how we would tell everyone, but that's out of the window now the fact that kit couldn't even come out to people in his own time and now we couldn't tell people that we are official in out own time. Of course, I'm not mad at Kit for telling them it's been stressing us both out.

I put my phone down, and I go upstairs and knock on our bedroom door
"Kit, can I come in?"
There was no response, so I opened the door, and Kit was curled up into a ball in the middle of the bed crying quietly
I sit on the bed, and I stroke kits hair
"Kit, sit up, please."
Kit sits up and hugs me tight
"I'm sorry for telling people without telling you first," he says
"No, I don't care about that. Okay, I only care about how you are feeling at this exact moment. "

He sobs onto my chest, and I kiss him on the head
"How are you feeling?" I ask softly
"Like shit."
"I need I bit more than that,"
"I feel like shit, I'm stressed, I don't want to do this anymore, all people what to know is my personal life and its driving me up the fucking wall, I don't want to act anymore"
"I don't want to stop you if you don't want to act, but are you sure? you love acting. Please don't listen to the people who hate and want to know our personal lives. "
"I want to act, but they keep ruining it for me,"

I hug him tight
"I know, love,"
"I don't want to have people asking about us anymore."
"How about you get changed in some comfy clothes, and we can have a matrix marathon?"
"I want you to get me changed,"
"Aww, do I have to look after a big baby?"
"Shut up."
"Shame"

I get kit a hoodie and his grey joggers out, and I lay them on the bed. I take kits clothes off, then throw them on the floor, leaving him in just his boxers. FOCUS DONT LOOK AT WHAT YOU WANT TO LOOK AT, I keep saying in my head. I put on his jogger, then his hoodie.
"Come on then, kitkat, I can't pick you up."

Kit rolls his eyes, then holds my hand, and we go into the living room. I lay on the sofa, and Kit lays on top of me, and I out on the matrix for us to watch, I take a picture of us without kit knowing and then post it to my WhatsApp story.

We finished watching the first movie, and Kit seemed to be calm now. Kit turns around, so he's now sitting in my lap
"What do you want?" I say
"I want you," he says, holding my face
"You have me already," I say, confused
"Can I kiss you?"
"You do it anyway you don't need to ask," I push kit off my lap and stand up, "but you need to catch me first,"

I run upstairs with Kit following behind, I run into our bedroom, and Kit comes in and closes the door, and he pushes me to the wall

Our bodies pressed together heatedly against the wall, breathing heavily as our lips pressed together, kit holds my neck, and my waist, kit moves away and goes down to my neck and kisses it softly, then sometimes licking it, I push kit onto our bed then crawl over him, kissing each other passionately, I slip my tongue into his mouth and kit takes it, kit puts his hand on my back pulling me on top of him, kit moves away sitting up
"You okay?" I ask
"Yeah, I feel really hot,"
"Do you want to take off your hoodie?" I ask."we don't have to go further than that, though,"

Kit takes off his hoodie, leaving him shirtless, and he pulls me onto him
"River, kiss me," he begs
We both started kissing again. Kit slipped his hand up my shirt and pulled it off so we were just left kissing in just our trousers, our lips connected, and our tongues fighting for dominance, I move to kits neck and start kissing it, moving to his collarbone, then to his stomach.

Kit pulls me up, and we roll over, so he's on top. He starts kissing my neck really hard, leaving small dark purple bruses.
"Kit, stop, I'm getting all worked up." I say
Kit gets up off me and lays next to me
"We need to kiss like that more,"
"Fuck yeah" I say